moonawakening444

Saint Germain Consciousness maybe?

wow, sounds intense... this one time i had an experience on mdma... i was at edm rave sort of thing, nothing big, small place and then this one moment i was walking around and i SWEAR i saw myself in another girl it was CRAZY, i will never forget that, like literally she was me, but the detail, she was me wearing different clothes and her hair was tied up, and i only saw her from her back, but i swear it was me and then when i looked closely and focused my attention she was this different girl again LMAO

Mind has always been and will always be my only true company still it´s comforting knowing i´m not the only weird and crazy person out there asking crazy questions peace and Love. D.

@vibv @Willy Phallicus i have to explain lol basically my current grounding is accepting what arises in the moment and i ask myself what is the moment asking of me... i know this is all conceptual because in the there is no way to control Reality, only complete acceptance and surrender... but i still feel the need to ground myself (the body) in daily activities like wake up, brush teeth, make coffee, drink coffee, read, journal, eat, work, exercise, sleep, repeat... you follow? hahahaha i was just asking like what are your hobbies, what makes you feel grounded? lol

@Someone here cross the veil = realizing all is One and still live this experience as a "self"

sure ✨

thc makes you feel insane?

when you realize this "normal waking life" feels like a trip on lsd i´m constantly wondering "how the fuck all of this is happening?" just as i type this my heart is racing, not in a bad way.. i keep wondering, if the death of the physical body is a different expression of Merging with Source then no wonder why the ego is scared as hell of dying lol

gold!! ✨🤌 this stuff is all i´m able to think about, please keep sending these precious gems of insights! amazing

from what i´ve reflected reading all this so far it feels like Evil would be unimaginable levels of self deception, only that could explain a "monster" seeing itself as the victim.... there´s this episode where leo talks about what is devilry... it´s a quite harsh perspective to reflect on... but in the end it´s what resonates the most with me at the moment.. Evil being the ego and our need for survival and that in their minds the monsters really don´t see themselves as monsters and that is precisely self deception, so selfishness out of survival creates self deception (the trickster energy that the Devil archetype has) and that is that source of Evil in the world... what are your thoughts???

"interesting"... the level of self deception one can reach it´s like Diddy changing his name for L.O.V.E 🤡

@trenton first of all, i appreciate you sharing such a vulnerable experience.... i can see your perspective and i´ll be reading what you share on the future!! when i speak about self hatred i mean that they believe in the illusion of separation and therefore that if they kill someone it must be because the person deserved it... not realizing all is One

this reminds me of an Epstein file; where someone was asking for a painting of children being tortured that should be delivered by Wednesday asap because someone really wanted to put that in the main entrance of their mansion, something like that; and the way the person was talking about it on the e-mail, so casual, like she was talking about breakfast... now it all makes sense

the society that they hate being a reflection the self hatred? all these acts they perform as a way "proving" how much they hate themselves and therefore the world, but they´re not aware that this is happening?

wow, eye-opening! this is why we should make sure our children feel they belong since early childhood

since i was in my teens this topic has fascinated me in the sense that i always questioned myself if these people are truly evil or if in all cases it´s the byproduct of a fractured psyche due to traumatic events in childhood, i also read a bit of a book that basically talked about all the famous psychopaths and how the FBI / CIA began developing their psychological profile, but i didn´t finish it because it was to heavy for me in my teens lol thanks for sharing the info

only someone with a fractured psyche would commit such acts, and the ego is deceitful enough to create a story of like "oh what i´m doing is harmless"

@Mellowmarsh sure, i´m aware enough to practice this.. i mean like daily routines.. what do you do to ground yourself... besides the inner work

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 i know it´s all just word games, but why would Consciousness imagine such a real dream?

lol, thanks for that & peace Brother!!

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wow!! eye opening, thanks for sharing that

what´s your situation exactly? besides eating noodles... lol

at least you have something to eat!! *-*

is it good? lol