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It's okay to feel bad about anything but the questions is for how long? Because this feeling will over time turn into depression and resentment that builds up will make you turn to toxic ideologies. Nothing good about that will come about! I'm sure you also have some unfair advantages compared to other people, use them for your and other people benefit. It will make you feel good and most people will appreciate it.. You have to change your mindset, otherwise even if you do start getting results with girls not a thing will change about your overall wellbeing. I understand your POV and it's easier said than done, but look at these hurdles with a "challenge accepted" mindset.

I guess that initial spark that you get when you meet someone new can sometimes be so powerful. With all the benefits that you get from LTR, that spark is something that can 'force' people to infidelity. As for the 'empty feeling' you get after hookups, I kind of get what you mean but it's maybe more common with women, at least I would think so.. But I would assume my opinions on this would probably change as I get older and more mature. For the OP - I would just be direct about it on the 1st date, I usually do it over messages

One of the things you can try is to expand your social circle and meet some new people with ambition or people that are serious about their life purpose (it's quite hard to connect with already established and whealty people unless you're into sugar daddy dynamic). From there you can be supportive and generous and if you're really genuine about it most people will reciprocate.. It mostly comes down to 'you get what you give' which is true in all areas of life and sometimes you have to give much more than you get in return. That said, your question lacks context and additional info so I'm not sure if what I wrote here would even apply to you..

Just found him a few months ago and he has a lot of great videos, I love the border & hood videos.. It gives you a raw insight to these peoples lives without actually going there to visit.

I like this one, it really shows the violent & manipulative nature of the PIMPs