glassfire

I used to change my passwords and emails to random ones using temp-mail (on another forum), that was more effective. You could use gocryptfs for your journals.

I live in Odesa and feel like I'm Hitler betrayed by USA. Also, russians think english-speaking people are neo-nazis who seize the internet and steal their ukrainian slaves. I don't like politics.

I hope I don't need to be a psychopath to hallucinate.

My spiritual creator is not a god. I contact him directly with my mind. He gives me truths from inside of my mind. I am a part of him. No external truth can override my internal truths given by him. People which don't have the inner creator are simply empty bodies controlled by some anomalies of the spirit world.

Here are the techniques I use to survive: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Speaking_in_tongues Glossolalia suppresses negative programs in practitioner's mind, makes their thoughts unreadable for others, makes unpleasant noise in the energetic background. "Minimizing inner speech" It forces a practitioner to think without words, thus saving their energy and bypassing automatic speech analyzers used by mind readers. "Alternative Techniques for Grounding, Centering and Shielding" - https://medium.com/@monstera.abyss/alternative-techniques-for-grounding-centering-and-shielding-ced921991167 I personally am using only bubble shield by now. Mantra "Forbidden slop" when my mind is overflowed with titles like "gd realizshn". Egos watch ads on yt, egos want to be gd.

I don't care if God exists. Talking to oneself is like fucking oneself. I'm social by nature.

Lately, (in my lucid dream) my first girlfriend told me "You had to move on.", I answered "No, I had not.".

maybe because your digestion wakes you up before you restore enough energy to have higher consciousness

God realization is not for all. "Stop fighting your brain: How to choose an LD technique based on your psychological profile" https://www.reddit.com/r/LucidDreaming/comments/1u1e84w/stop_fighting_your_brain_how_to_choose_an_ld/

@Dazgwny My god tells me he doesn't need to call himself "god". A big part of my nightmares happens in the school. I get god-mode-realized every time I lucid-dream. You sound like you don't remember even non-lucid dreams - it is a common disease of modernity.

OK, u are a smart guy and I won't try even to use my English-Russian dictionary because I won't get it anyway. So what are your achievements in real life, what is your profession, have you a family? Can you lucid-dream?

You think the person was you in that state. How do you know they weren't your artificially generated clone from false memories?

https://supernaturaldiscernment.com/2024/06/04/how-to-see-in-the-spirit/ I'm seeking the truth about developing of skills to notice ghosts. How do you detect ghosts and how did you learn to do it? I'm frequently having a sex with my ghost-girlfriends; also when I was doing WBTB I was noticing light moving objects in my peripheral sight with open eyes in my room in a dark. https://www.lowellsun.com/2020/10/06/waking-up-at-3-you-may-be-clairvoyant/

schizos are better than us, they build the spirituality

Do a breathwork during WBTB. DMT generator is already embedded into your brain, but it is not enough to be lucid in dreams. IMO, "God realization" is just a self-suggestion; it isn't needed to take psychedelics.

one god is relatively a new thing. People believed in many gods and were more free than now

"God" is yours, not mine. Bible and religion are yours. You can't hijack my inner speech when it does not have words.

Forums about LDs become less and less active; Reddit is flooded by stupid newbies. Gurus propagandize drugs. Governments are searching for lucid dreamers and make them stop telling of truths. AI is used now to not only generate our "non-lucid" dreams, but to replace our day life as well. Many new types of subconscious filters are applied to break a working of classical techniques. Dream characters are interrogating me for information which I would normally not tell them.

@Hayato , for example: our ancestors could lucid-dream every night without needing to do techniques.

IDK. Psychedelic pictures show similar things to what I experience in hypnagogic state, but I can't control the plot; LDing is completely different. in addition: Michael Raduga chose to drill his own head and promote hardware for LDing.

When we can't get the "basic stuff" too long time we begin to ask the questions. I don't feel it anymore because I have advanced in lucid dreaming and meditation. Now the question is "What to want?".

just power off your computer, don't sacrifice your mental health; sleep/meditate, you will find the solution

I used extension "Browsec VPN" to prevent those errors. I'm using saved passwords and autologin. alternatives: https://drive.google.com https://drive.proton.me

OpenMW 0.50.0 with default settings doesn't work as fast as the original MW on old hardware. I had to set: [Shaders] lighting method = legacy [Camera] reverse z = false in settings.cfg to make it work as expected.

Is racism an evil?