ryoko

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  1. Well put. I'd say the same for Spiral Dynamics and other models.
  2. What's your relationship with AI? Or LLMs to be precise.
  3. If you have problems with killing, you'll develop naive incomplete worldviews and ideas. Same for those who don't see life and death as one.
  4. My experience is mostly similar to what you said. Except I don't think verbally. Or have conversations in slow form, as if there's different sovereign entities inside me. Everything's direct transmission. Conversations are chemical you could say. I do write or record voice notes if some insight or idea strucks. And the responses are chemical too. I feel off, when I start certain things, means I have to listen to the instinct and change what it pushes me to. Then the experience helps me do the thing I avoided, better next time. I've grown to trust the instincts. All I can say is, it's not in alignment with capitalist ways of being. So every fix, vyvanse is like a direct insult to it's nature.
  5. Ahhhh... I probably have ADHD. And I'm not giving up the "uncontrollable" hyperfocus. Not for anything.
  6. Don't quote it like it's some final authority. It's an ass kisser.
  7. We don't share the same sentiment. Killing is perfectly fine. The whole karma thing is very relative. Even that is not objective. You should contemplate what the implications of that are. If you want, you can feel bad about everything.
  8. It's not a concept when you experience death of family members or people you've known. And you see you're not touched by it.
  9. You can't impose something for others you don't accept for yourself.
  10. @Natasha Tori Maru You can't measure it during or after death. You measure it when you know you're gonna die soon, and seeing how at peace you are.
  11. I was watching why most people cry during someone's death. It's not because they care for the dead, and it's not helping the dead by crying, only makes things harder if anything. Humans are too selfish, they can't deal with letting go. Or even seeing how beautiful it is now the dead is free of petty human drama. It is in no way bad or harmful for the dead. Of course I feel sad to see someone suffering, or being tortured, or having met an accident. But it ends the moment they die.
  12. @Ramasta9 Eating meat does cause disruptions spiritually, but the point is to be materialistic and eat meat, building muscles, and be fine with killing. There's a deeper intelligence which is not limited to mind, that of our body's. Treat it well, and you're good. It could mean eating no meat or eating meat everyday. Just eat whatever suits your daily needs.
  13. One tiring thing about actualized.org is the God talk, ah my god.... I'm more interested in the human animal
  14. Death Indifference and Crisis induced Euphoria. Other people's death doesn't trigger me, no matter how close. Likely coming from my indifference to my own death. And on top of that, these induce the most sophisticated states in me. Especially when there's a personal crises. Flow states, DMT inside brain. Another thing is self inducing bliss, no need for any practice or such, although it's not sustainable if your body isn't fit and healthy. It's not magic, it's a skill. It's like gaining access to the bliss room inside your brain, there's a limited amount of chemicals there, use it wisely. Better not to use it at all, but instead use it to do hard things with ease. Anyways, fuck bliss I'm bored of it, I'm interested in the other emotions. Fair warning; this is not a real skill, we need all emotions, biasing towards bliss is a sureshot way to self dsetruction. --- These aren't super powers. Please don't use ugly words like that. It's normal to develop skills.
  15. Why would you rely on this gimmick of a test😂
  16. Paralysis Incoming. Brace for impact!
  17. He's just gatekeeping. This stuff works through intent of the one initiating you, to a great extent. He doesn't want anyone becoming independent practicioners. His volunteers have the same attitude. Perhaps it's trauma, he claims his past life his guru treated him like an untouchable and only interacted with a stick, instead of using hands. And his own claim that he's just a slave to Shiva. These themes just keep recurring. You get bliss by sucking Shambhavi tits. That's the level of sophistication this kriya has. It's literally borrowed bliss. And it comes with a heavy cost; your freedom.
  18. Naadivibajhan, patangasana, sukha kriya, and the other stuffs which form Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya?
  19. The moment you start thinking independently, the connection breaks, it stops working. This is like occult. I'll admit that. He's doing shady stuffs without your consent. It's a sophisticated tool for submission and slavery.
  20. Beef is harder to digest. But chicken seems tolerable on a daily basis. And I don't think you're gonna devolve your brain too much by not eating any meat, it's mostly the body and muscles.