Whitney Edwards

current goals intellectual expansion sastera agama My tarot reading. Pisces Your inner child wants to dream a new world into being while your adult self tries to explain a million possible ways in which this idealistic world cannot be birthed. What arises is a desolate feeling that leaves you grappling for the first ray of hope that comes your way, only to fall again. A smart workaround for this would be picking and choosing what feels right for you and letting the noise slide by. I'm imagining that I'm surrounded by mountain people. Mountain culture. https://hackspirit.com/subtle-behaviors-that-show-your-partner-is-deeply-in-love-with-you/ Do I deserve to be persecuted or belittled constantly because I'm different from other people? I don't think I deserve that. I have to be comfortable with who I am and live like that. https://childadolescentpsych.cumc.columbia.edu/sites/default/files/styles/1080x615/public/field/image/Wellbeing-1080x615.jpg?itok=SdjCITqZ I want to seriously focus on my goals. and I want to be more determined than before. I think masculine integration will help me with this. It's like I want to make sense of it all. I have been going through emotional ups and downs and it's tough to keep up.

https://www.cheggindia.com/web-stories/10-habits-to-become-mentally-strong-in-life/ I would want to start a concept in my everyday life where I know that I'm organizing and getting good at organizing from stuff to emotional organization as well. So I'm going to write in my productivity space 10 things that I'll organize everyday with full determination. 10 different things everyday. It can be literally anything that I'm trying to organize from books to recipes to objects or clothes. Just anything to keep me on track. Goal list. English class masculine integration kundalini awakening master writing emotional mastery So Maynor gave me this advice and it fits perfectly. Once you stop fighting with somebody you take all their power away. They can't operate. It's like you cut their food off. To engage with somebody is to acknowledge that they're even worth interfacing with. It's like no. Shit exists, that doesn't mean that I need to honor shit by sniffing it everyday. My preferences count, and I'm not going to engage with things that are not heath-engendering to me if I can help it! That's reasonable. Nobody with their head screwed on tight would disagree with that. The individual does matter. You as an individual matter. A healthy group is comprised of healthy individuals. So you can't overlook the individual. The individual has to be accounted for and honored as part of life. And you're the #1 Individual.

Sing to the LORD, you saints of his; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.

fix breakfast Focus on abundance take your meds on time Make a SWOT analysis chart sit with pen and paper look at your vision board pick out any item on the board that you wanna start working on Have someone to report to Have someone hold you accountable cultivating an oyster. Better organization. Have a goal board or a vision board Goals for 2024 - 2025 Keep a track on your goals Co create your reality. practice of "letting go" practical techniques in my life Result oriented approach track record progress record Better organization footnotes One of my major goals for this year and the next is to focus on masculine integration.

Home is where the heart is. As I slowly begin to love myself, I will learn to get settled. Once I have a home I will feel better It's not just a visceral physical home but also a mental home. An emotional home. Maybe I never had an "emotional home." This is a good example of emptying oneself psychologically What did I want to do? What did I want to do? Quickly note it down. Quickly note it down. Another practice is letting go. Surrender to the experience completely. Let it not bring up any emotion in you. Breakfast time. Have tea and something. Anything. Later write a planner on what you want to do. preparedness emotional labor de-escalation I also need to include practical techniques in my life. Better organization. Better results. Result oriented approach. I should also make a flow chart or Swot analysis style chart to keep checks and balances and a solid unbreakable streak and track record on my progress in the most practical and objective sense This is a good insight. I wish everyone to get over self-shame. I do know what it feels like to be behind enemy lines or to even experience that in family. I have some right-wing Trump people in my family and they talk smack about San Francisco where I live or “woke people” in front of my face. It’s disheartening to feel that in your own family. It used to really tick me off. Now I just look at it like — that’s on you man, it does nothing to me. My happiness comes from within. And I try to stay away from people who are going to reduce my happiness. That’s my choice. I think it’s a mistake to expect everyone to be a certain way though. You can’t control that. What you can do is select how long you interface with someone or refuse to interface with them at all. There’s nothing that says you have to even listen to or even read someone else’s crap. A lot of it is just media-driven stereotyping and chest-beating anyway. It’s hurt people hurting people. Life is unfair. You can let this unfairness bother you and make it worse or you can simply surrender to this unfairness and lower your expectations and then do the best you can in any given circumstance and look for a positive outcome despite the unfairness and give yourself a pat for having triumphed over that unfairness Or simply wallow in self pity and feelings of discord over that unfairness. The choice is radical and it's yours. Life doesn't change in the immediate frame. You cannot waste your life over a thought. Nearly every situation in life seems like a reflection of any philosophy in the moment. This philosophy then influences our actions and becomes some sort of a guidemap to direct us towards a particular trajectory. Life seems to be a complex and wholesome combination of philosophy and action in the middle of a dystopian sequence. Oh my Master, what should I do? I wanna please you. I wanna feel like I did enough. I wanna know how I could I be better today. Your authority inspires me. .. Co create your reality. What do you want your reality to look like right now? Focus on abundance. Not on scarcity. Think that you already have what you want. first thing in the morning start with flowers try to be in neutral state early in the morning try not to get distracted too much have a sense of purpose in life. have a particular philosophy, goal, idea or direction early in the morning in regard to what you want to be achieving that day. Have a template. A rough sketch of what you are setting out to do. Start every morning with a routine. Every morning look at these flowers.

Not illegal. But do you want a healthy relationship or a codependent one? If youre too needy and your partner is not satisfying you, then you'll begin to grow insecure causing strain on the relationship. Do you want that?

According to yoga theory, the spine must be perfectly upright for kundalini to flow upward.

If they're harassing me for their needs, I will call the police on the guy. I mean it's obvious that it's problematic behavior if you go around harassing women chasing them around. You don't get to impose your needs on someone if they aren't consenting to you. Of course you can flirt with a girl but if she says no it's a no. There's where the line is drawn. Beyond that it's sexual harassment.

You can show interest. But neediness is an entirely different ballgame. It generally puts people off as it indicates some form of inner toxicity or dependency that needs to be resolved. Neediness indicates to people a lack of maturity. Also if you love a person truly for who they are, your neediness can make you want someone only because you need them in the moment. It takes your real power away from you, the power to love someone with emotional maturity. Neediness for example constantly texting your partner can be very annoying and become a hindrance in a relationship. It's like not giving your girl breathing space. It can come across as desperation rather than genuine desire. Are you in a relationship just because you need a girl? Or are you in a relationship because you want to mutually grow with that person? The priority is yours. Neediness can also mean that you can dump the person once your needs are met and this is why it's the biggest turn off for most women. You can communicate love and interest but in a moderate matured balanced way,not toxic codependent. The relationship should be a free flow and beautiful, not a burden.

I need to get ready for Independence day celebrations.

Normal mind - turn the other cheek. Look for ways to deescalate. Trauma mind - it hurts like a dagger. Not giving back feels like more trauma. Energy block. Especially when you are depressed and down and suffering in some way, any amount of negativity can get to you. All the Meanness gets to me. Makes me upset. Down. Degraded. Impacted. Crushed. Demoralized .

The trauma mind is different from the normal mind. It processes things differently. What you think as someone simply being disagreeable can appear as threatening to the trauma mind. What you see as someone being woefully atrocious can appear as an immediate danger or source of constant pain to the trauma mind. Just like a normal mind cannot become a trauma mind, a trauma mind cannot become a normal mind. It's too much expectation. The thought can then go in cyclical mode where it appears and reappears even without a trigger as the trigger becomes a staple of the mind once it has been planted in there, so nobody really needs to even bring it up, it comes as a wound over and over like a spasmodic pain in the knee. It just comes up. Also an eye for an eye feels good only in the moment but the fairness is never really felt. The correct weapon to deal with hate is not yet invented because hate can feel like being killed in the middle of war, no remedy invented yet.

Kundalini healing.

I'm a woman and I get turned off by neediness. It's no propaganda.. It's okay to feel needed in the beginning. But serious neediness becomes toxic quickly and is a Codependency.

Then why you don't explain the no go zones.

I think girls get turned off by neediness.

I'm a girl. I adopted a male identity in the beginning while creating this account to escape the male attention that I was scared of. Got it now.

Isn't he a Trump admirer?

Vitamin C. Orange juice. Vit C and A. I did vitamin therapy for 3 days and cold gone.

Following heart surgery, some say they feel less like themselves and more like their donor. For instance, one transplant recipient in the 1990s reported suddenly developing a love for music after receiving the heart of a young male musician. Eerie phenomenon.

Why do so many Americans think Biden was a bad president?

Seems more like a Canadian problem rather than immigration.

He deserves a chance.

The biggest question is - What did you do to work on yourself? What did I do to work on myself? And every day is an opportunity to work on myself. To be a better person. To drag myself out of my problems. To motivate myself to get what I want. To free myself of distractions. To find love. Your heart is the center of the universe. Your heart is the center of your life. Your heart is your vision.. Your heart is love in its purest form Love your own heart. Love my own heart. The biggest part of Masculinity and Masculine Integration is that it has courage, authority, holding you accountable along with ownership and discipline and boldness, openness, transparency, and extreme maturity. I think masculinity will be deeply lacking without maturity Maybe sit in a garden and think about anything you want to think about. I can imagine the masculine to be someone who - -carves his own path -doesn't deal with bullshit -looks to contribute in a meaningful way - is goal driven -cuts out toxicity -is extremely matured -can handle almost anything with ease. How can I cultivate love? This is the most important part of emotional mastery. What if things didn't work my way? What if there's unfairness in this world? What if I died and there was never justice? What if I'm the wrong doer? What if I guilt myself for nothing? What if I call myself a criminal? What if I attack my own self? Will anything matter? Will anything change? What if I died before my time? What do I want my legacy to be? What if I was not given even the last bit of mercy while dying? What if I lived the life of a sick peme expectationsonsonsnihilistic attitme expectationsower me expectations in general? Do we understand the meaning of life only when we realize death is staring in our face? What are the different principles? Values of Love Values of Structure, Primal Instinct and Logic Values of Survival and Life Values of Morality focus on the good that you can do. everything is not as you see it. everything is good as it is. In my fantasy world, evil still carries a positive value. Evil is still good. It's romanticized. Good is too good. Good is too saintly. In reality good is too tired of fighting the battles of being honest and truthful. Of showing compassion. Of showing politeness. Of being sincere. Of being on the right side. Of fighting wrong. Of being principled and integrous. So it doesn't fly in the air like a warrior princess, it doesn't crush evil like in the movies, it doesn't sit 10 hours comforting you. Ever heard of compassion fatigue? In reality evil is not romantic. It doesn't have anything good to it. In reality evil is much worse than fiction. It is cold, manipulative and doesn't care. These platitudes of good and evil and the romanticizing of both can only happen in fantasy. However fantasy is so beautiful, the mind doesn't wanna agree with anything different from it. Live in reality. Fall in love with the reality of life. With the transmutation of life. Fantasy gives you the kick just like porn. Fantasies are like songs. You like to listen to them. But in reality there is no song. You were only listening to someone's creation. The fault of the media, art, theater entertainment is that it feeds the brain with these ideas of illusory grandeur. Even evil begins to look beautiful like fantasy villains. In real life, you'll need an extremely and extraordinarily high moral integrity to sound evil but be actually and fundamentally good.. It simply doesn't mesh with life. I imagine my husband holding my hand and whisking me off into another world. Kill all your problems. Kill all your problems. When someone responds with hate, respond with an anthem. When someone responds with a garbage bag, respond with ice cream. Be like Coco Chanel. Always classy. The wicked witch will never get ya.

It seems the feeling of being guarded, comforted and put to sleep makes me feel really happy and "at home." I can imagine in my dreams and visions that I'm being comforted. I'm tired. Yet rejuvenated. I'm being told that here and the now are in the context of the future. Since I'm the inner child, I will call myself Baby. Baby, put yourself to rest. You worked so hard. You need bliss. You lack basic happiness and the world will not be enough to fill that hole. I tried to navigate the world in whatever way I could. To get a grasp of what the world looks like. The world of concepts and theories of life and living, of love. I tried the best to align my life to the universe. These days I'm interested in learning Romanian. Interesting language. Not just expression and expansion and curiosity. Consumption as well. Sometimes ask questions like a child because it opens the brain for further contemplation. But sometimes it's good to be silent in a corner and consuming the world of knowledge and being still and just learning and growing in other ways... Sharpen your debate skills lol. TRUTH, WISDOM, PEACE, LOVE, COMPASSION, MERCY, HUMANITY ARE THE TRUE RELIGION. I feel like a mythical figure was in love with me. Like this one. Xiuhtecuhtli | Aztec God, Fire, Sun | Aztecs If you're going to deal with the devil, the devil is gonna screw you. So just don't deal with the devil. But for that, first you need to recognize who the Devil is. When you have a devil as your master, you simply obey till you find greener pastures In his own words - "one of the rules I had in my marriage, and it was a rule that my wife also was pleased to follow was that if we have a problem we're gonna deal with it right now and we're going to deal with it right to the bottom and that's very unpleasant but if you do it, sometimes you only have to do it once and the problem goes away, and then you don't have that bloody problem everyday for the rest of your life, and sometimes it takes you know 20 times before it's fixed, before you got to the bottom of things. And that can be very unpleasant. "