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Thanx everyone for your your replies , feels like a family inside here ❤️

@Aaron p thanks for those important points , really this forum has given me a lot of power .

@Natasha Tori Maru thanks for your reply , it means a lot , I will grind harder I have no more option .

It’s obvious , im like the 90% of the people , I work 10-12 hours a day , and all the money goes to bills , I tried opening my own business and failed miserably , I’m 24 and I feel like a 90 year old man who is ready to die

Hello guys , hope you all do well , I personally have failed in life , I’m 24 years old , I work from 15 years old selling and re selling electronics etc so I have my own money , my dream was always to be someone and something special in this life and make my parents proud , but instead I feel like a trash , my mom is a Jehovah’s Witness and she will not accept me unless I join her religion and my father left us when I was 10 years old and I don’t have good communication with him , I never achieved something great in my life ( being a professional football player , ufc fighter , singer or something like that ) I was busy surviving and feeding myself and my little sister , but I can’t sleep at night , I see lost potential in me that I never really achieved , what will happen if I suicide ? Will I be re born with a different form ? Will I be re born as a tree or I will be the one who will chose what my next chapter will be ? I don’t ever want to be born as the person I am now , life is suffering only , I prefer to never ever live again than live the life I have lived , sorry for the bad aura of the paragraph .

@Hojo propably the most practical anwser i ever got there ,thnx

thanks everyone for helping out

@James123 thnx for reply what questions i should ask myself to understand where i am located in this so called body?how you guys undertood it ?

first of all sorry for my bad english So my question is towards leo especially ,like how someone can believe in solipsism and think all of that about the one and only mind that exists and no one else , and in another video talk for future generations and what society needs to improve to get better and what life on earth will be from 100 years from now ,if someone believes is solimpsism isnt he supposed to think that when you physically die all the earth all the people and all the society dies with you too?what is the point talking for future generations and what politics and society needs to do if my own mind is all the society and all the politics too?arent all of this supposed to die and distinguish when i die ?i know there is something i am not getting 100% and it would be helpfull if someone helps out