Nilam

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  3. Posted · Edited by Nilam

    I am sorry for late reply (time zone)

    There were a lot of videos that I listened to I am mentioning the channels . Videos from here 1. Pitch Relax - Binaural Beats 2. I AM TO BE 3.SSEM Binaural-Sexual Stimulation Erotic Meditation.  I will add on to list I will have to visit my youtube history . Yes I was  abused by narcissist.  My ex as well as my family. I attract narcissistic people. 

    http://www.pete-walker.com/ he has good information abt cptsd . 

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    2 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

    @Nilam get rid of your exes. And stop listening to binaural beats. Don't focus on relationships. Focus on your career. 

    I am not listening to binaural beats .I stopped listening in april itself. Someone is having sex with me without my permission . It feels like someone is inserting pen*s inside my body . I am unable to stop it . I have no feelings for both the guys . 

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    Basically this is my first post here . I am facing a serious problem because of binaural beats.  I played binaural beats orgasm videos on youtube which was suggested by my ex let us call him A . Without being physically present he was able to have sex with me . So playing videos was in my hands . I was not feeling anyone's breathing. I stopped playing videos in april 2022. But without playing any video someone is having orgasm with me without physically present and I cannot stop it . I feel someone breathing and whenever I sit without moving I feel like someone is having sex with me which is so irritating I can't explain . I will call this phenomenon forced orgasm. After a lot of thinking I realised from breathing style that it was B my childhood crush. A and B have different styles and A gave me the choice to play videos on my convenience but B is having forced orgasm with me . I don't know how it is possible.  I would really appreciate if someone could suggest me how to stop the forced orgasm(I am not playing any binaural beats since april 2022).