Meeksauce

Experience is an illusion, but it's still there. I would have to be a dumbass to deny my own consciousness. You can't seriously expect me to sit here and go "yeah my visual field that is clearly here is actually not here."

I am perfectly calm. I'm just trying to tell people what enlightenment is and they're not listening.

I have some serious health issues so yes I have a lot of pain and I still suffer. If I didn't have health issues I wouldn't be suffering.

You're the one with a superiority complex by having to have the male feel "inferior and insecure". This is just your egoic reaction to me telling you and everyone else here the truth. You just want power by saying this.

I'm curious, where are the holes?

Ok lol stay mad

Go watch/rewatch Leo's video titled An Advanced Explanation of God Realization. I think that's the one where he talks about awakening being on a scale of 0 being deep sleep and infinity being the opposite of that.

I mostly agree with you. I wasn't saying God is like a biological entity with a brain, I'm just saying intellect is a facet baked into reality. We agree on that. You are just too caught up in concepts like nothing being everything to actualize and experience of awakening. And there is experience. If you have consciousness, you can't deny it. Or if consciousness is present. Don't get caught up in the wording with that. And I can assure you I have no concepts or beliefs about reality other than solipsism and reality being God which I have directly confirmed for myself. I have also recognized no self like you say. It's just an illusion. Reality is just existing, and the mind projects a self and meaning on top of that. I get that.

I see what you're saying, and no, I might not realize that I stumbled across the truth if I hadn't learned about awakening. It's a very tricky thing and requires a lot of intelligence to grasp. But that doesn't mean it's not a real thing. It's like I'm mining for gold and someone tells me where to look to find it. I could've found it on my own, but it's a lot easier when someone tells you where it is. And you know it when you find it.

Ok, reality is absolute, might as well call it the external world. It makes no difference. I think we actually agree on this.

I don't disagree with you on this. I know I was never born. But there was a time when this lifetime started. That's an important distinction for you. And I never said I think I was born, so I don't know where you're getting that from. Deep sleep is not awakening. Absolute infinity is awakening. Deep sleep is just one state within absolute infinity. There are an infinite number of different states.

You're not awake. Your mistake is thinking God is dumb and cannot be understood by humans. But God has an intellect. Intelligence and meaning are baked into the structure of reality. Reality is smart, and it is there, and it can be understood. It's not all a great big nothing for no reason with no purpose. It's the greatest thing imaginable. Total perfection. You have God on too low of a pedestal. If you were awake you would understand this.

Thanks for the reminder God. And idk, I guess I was expecting the people here to be at a much higher level than they are and actually get some useful feedback/additional insights. I got a pretty decent chunk of the awakening mountain range with this recent awakening, but obviously not the whole thing and I was hoping "others" could help fill in the gaps. But obviously that is not the case. You're right, it's pretty pointless to be on here after awakening to solipsism. I guess I get a kick out of destroying people who are clueless lol.

Yes, we speak English. What's your point. What do you mean my nonsense? I'm not the one talking nonsense.

Yes, humans learn. What's your point. You're saying awakening can't be learned about. If that were the case we would all be born enlightened. Everything you say is a word salad with no substance. And don't come back saying "oh but reality itself makes no sense and has no substance". That's just you trying to backwards rationalize your worldview to support your nonsense logic.

Direct experience is not a concept. It's a pointer towards awareness and the present moment. The word to describe it does not mean it's a philosophy. It's the opposite of philosophy and conceptualizing. When I was a baby all I had was direct experience. My brain just wasn't intelligent enough to have the language to call it something. This is very obvious stuff.

Psychedelics reveal the truth. It doesn't take a genius to distinguish content vs context on a trip. And no, awakening is not a competition for me because there's nobody I'm competing against. And yes once you awaken it's easy to see when people are bullshitting.

You treat it as though the fact you don't make sense is profound. It's not. You're rambling nonsense. It's like I said - "It's really sunny outside so pandas are green but not turtles". Then you say - "Wait that sentence has no logical coherence" to which I say "No, it's just too profound for your feeble brain to comprehend". You have to be open to the possibility that someone is smarter than you and can actually see through your logic and bullshit. I know you're attached to your worldviews and think they're right, but they're not.

It's simple. I have awakened, and when I see people that say things that aren't awakening, it's easy to spot. Like when someone is telling you bullshit on any other subject you have expertise in, you can tell. I don't need to be able to see the world through someone else's eyes to know they have a fake awakening. When someone is talking about how you don't exist, you don't even have any experience, there's nothing to do and nowhere to get, it doesn't take a Ph.d to realize they're just blindly believing nondual teachers on YouTube. I cannot stop laughing at how this wouldn't be obvious to you.

Objects exist absolutely. I'm saying subject and object are one.

Lol this forum is full of nonsense

I can tell if people are speaking from their philosophy or ideas vs. direct experience.

Nothing you say makes any sense

@Natasha Tori Maru @OBEler @Mellowmarsh Almost nobody on this forum is actually awake. I don't understand why people are actually on here and following Leo if they're just gonna ignore what he says and go with their own crackpot theories. It's just the same nondual garbage that doesn't even make sense over and over.

You are denying an experience that I obviously had. You're just upset that I had it. You're the one who believes in this stuff so why are you denying it when someone else says it.