Meeksauce

Thanks for the reminder God. And idk, I guess I was expecting the people here to be at a much higher level than they are and actually get some useful feedback/additional insights. I got a pretty decent chunk of the awakening mountain range with this recent awakening, but obviously not the whole thing and I was hoping "others" could help fill in the gaps. But obviously that is not the case. You're right, it's pretty pointless to be on here after awakening to solipsism. I guess I get a kick out of destroying people who are clueless lol.

Yes, we speak English. What's your point. What do you mean my nonsense? I'm not the one talking nonsense.

Yes, humans learn. What's your point. You're saying awakening can't be learned about. If that were the case we would all be born enlightened. Everything you say is a word salad with no substance. And don't come back saying "oh but reality itself makes no sense and has no substance". That's just you trying to backwards rationalize your worldview to support your nonsense logic.

Direct experience is not a concept. It's a pointer towards awareness and the present moment. The word to describe it does not mean it's a philosophy. It's the opposite of philosophy and conceptualizing. When I was a baby all I had was direct experience. My brain just wasn't intelligent enough to have the language to call it something. This is very obvious stuff.

Psychedelics reveal the truth. It doesn't take a genius to distinguish content vs context on a trip. And no, awakening is not a competition for me because there's nobody I'm competing against. And yes once you awaken it's easy to see when people are bullshitting.

You treat it as though the fact you don't make sense is profound. It's not. You're rambling nonsense. It's like I said - "It's really sunny outside so pandas are green but not turtles". Then you say - "Wait that sentence has no logical coherence" to which I say "No, it's just too profound for your feeble brain to comprehend". You have to be open to the possibility that someone is smarter than you and can actually see through your logic and bullshit. I know you're attached to your worldviews and think they're right, but they're not.

It's simple. I have awakened, and when I see people that say things that aren't awakening, it's easy to spot. Like when someone is telling you bullshit on any other subject you have expertise in, you can tell. I don't need to be able to see the world through someone else's eyes to know they have a fake awakening. When someone is talking about how you don't exist, you don't even have any experience, there's nothing to do and nowhere to get, it doesn't take a Ph.d to realize they're just blindly believing nondual teachers on YouTube. I cannot stop laughing at how this wouldn't be obvious to you.

Objects exist absolutely. I'm saying subject and object are one.

Lol this forum is full of nonsense

I can tell if people are speaking from their philosophy or ideas vs. direct experience.

Nothing you say makes any sense

@Natasha Tori Maru @OBEler @Mellowmarsh Almost nobody on this forum is actually awake. I don't understand why people are actually on here and following Leo if they're just gonna ignore what he says and go with their own crackpot theories. It's just the same nondual garbage that doesn't even make sense over and over.

You are denying an experience that I obviously had. You're just upset that I had it. You're the one who believes in this stuff so why are you denying it when someone else says it.

I didn't say I still fear death. I haven't for a while. I just don't understand immortality yet. Yes the awakening did point to infinity.

You are telling me I have no experience whatsoever. There is experience here. It's just that "I" is an illusion. I did awaken to that fact. Saying "I'm the only one" doesn't mean I didn't awaken to that fact. That's just the only way to say it. You are caught up in nondual ideas and fantasy.

There is no external world

It may not look the same for everyone, but I know for me this is part of my awakening process. I struggled with schizophrenia for a long time and this was an awesome way to recontectualize it and fully heal myself in one fell swoop. The bottom line of reality is that you are creating it with your mind. That can look like a lot of different things for different people. I don't see how I can be wrong at this point, as I would have to constantly ignore the glaringly obvious signs that reality is in my head and I'm creating it all. Misunderstanding the signals from God is actually what led to my schizophrenia, but it was all part of the process. I like to think of it as an image that started low resolution and continuously got higher and higher. Thanks for the comment though, yes keeping an open mind is important but only up to a certain point, then you have to close it off to things that you know to be absolutely true. Leo is right about this! (And everything else). He also says yes you can communicate with God in his facets of awakening video.

Real and unreal are the same thing. There is no difference. Man how are you moderator on here and you don't know this lol

I've thought about it. Solipsism is not relative. Solipsism is absolute. What is relative about being the only being that exists. Even in concept.

You are being condescending. And you clearly never took a high enough dose of psychedelics to make some real headway with God. They're not drugs but tools you put here to jailbreak your mind whenever you want to. You know they do this, but are too scared to go deeper. What I experienced on the trip has stuck long after. The mystical aspects of the trip just never wore off. My thinking on the topic is that there is no possible way I'm wrong. I would have to ignore hundreds of the most incredible feats of magic coincidences which are glaringly obvious and I would have to be an idiot to ignore them. To deny it from the place I'm at now would be pure lunacy. Imagine God knocks on your doorstep and you look him right in the eyes, see that he's God, and just say "nope that's not God". That's what you're asking me to do by saying "think about it".

You are the one stuck in philosophy. I have verified everything in my direct experience, and I'm willing to explain it to you to high heaven. But there would be no point because it's exactly what Leo talks about, and you're never going to listen. You're never going to awaken with this attitude. If you don't recognize awakening as a possibility, you will forever be a rat in the wheel of day to day monotony and never experience the finer things life has to offer. You can't seriously take any viewpoints about reality and not acknowledge there are valid aspects of Buddhism. And you're not distinguishing between fake and authentic buddhas. There are so many epistemic errors in your ideas and writing. You're assuming I'm coming from a place of dogma without considering the possibility that I could be right and you are wrong. You are the one with dogma and philosophical baggage. You just like Rupert Spira and how he says solipsism bad. You haven't proved any of your theories for yourself like I have.

But I do know. And I can explain it.

Sigh. You got it all backwards. Why are you even following Leo if you're not gonna take his teachings seriously. Go be a materialist.

Great, I contacted my deceased mom's spirit during my trip. She never actually existed to begin with, it's just that when you contact a dead relative it's your mind recreating your image of them. Parents especially leave a deep psychological impact, so you could say a part of them lives inside you. When you contact them it's that part of your mind coming out.

I did wake up. You're low balling me, I know what I got. Lol