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True solipsism means killing yourself isn't an option If you went down that path you were pushed there by "the other" It's tough but true solipsism is terrifying compared to the idea of killing yourself or trying to, literally everything is a hallucination, the work becomes a little different then. I feel like you have a hang-up getting to your solipsism that's causing this suicidal ideation, just my two cents Worth revisiting for sure, if you're suicidal you aren't tuning into your trip/solipsism the full way, or getting scared off/backed down by something I have considered doing something stupid like hanging myself or looked at a ten strip of double dosed tabs and considered eating it in a rushed panicked frenzy to properly battle demons while trying to integrate solipsism, I have tossed my belongings all over my room, both times I had failed... I looked to another asides the solipsism y'see we have hang ups and guilt before we have God lol A suicidal person will consider killing themselves before they reach a solipsistic awakening, or after they reach an incomplete form of solipsism, ime You can also think of it like suicide "solves/answers" something, there is no answer or solution in solipsism You need to confront your suicidal ideation before your solipsism or just fuck it and confront the solipsism and whatever comes up ;)! Hope this helps and let me promise - your solipsism does not want your physical death

My God!

First is my proper one, here's a less anthropomorphised one though

Notice how we're anthropomorphising them all We have NO respect for crocodile life

You need some method of tracking the 9 stages and working your way up through them, you need some medium to track if you've completed a stage PROPERLY. I use music Only you know if you've fully satisfied the conditions of a stage, don't move on until you have, go away and come back to it if you can't right now

I relate very heavily i have been sickly and toxicly obsessed with girls and ex's. forget em fully dont go there/interact Very sorry and hopefully there's a destiny where u meet sm1 cool Do forgt them tho and feel ok gettin them out ur mind. ur better than that Sorry for ur circumstance (and mine i guess)

300 mics + strong weed at peak + psychedelic music = awakening

Feels like a gimmick man, you sure you can't make these changes/observations without it?

Also you get to 100% perceive the intentional construction of your entire consciousness generating itself and nothing else However, God has absolutely no fucking chill AT ALL. get ready

It's incredibly obvious to me when people have been a long time without an awakening! The cope is absolutely fucking unreal! They need it SO badly, everything they do impresses and implies this My DMs are open ⚔️

And I mean it, you don't only get the shirt, you get a photograph picture of yourself on the safari rollercoaster at the fairground, it's impossibly and blatantly more real and apparent than anything you can know, it's unknowing

I wish I could retain a specific moment of total awakening that revealed my true nature, it's literally the most impossible but obvious thing at the same time, how is it possible to unravel the process of your being perfectly in a way where it's so apparent. You even get the shirt too, proof but you don't get to retain it

I did it and doesn't show even slightly opaque through light, can the light be strong enough to shine even thru a tumour. any medicine/phd students any ideas?>

Stop

Much love

Death of the universe

You have absolutely no proof of that Talk about projection

"The fault in the stars" really resonating, the phrase not the film or w/e

this aint no party! this aint no disco! this aint no fooling around!

I have been adding layers of lies and perfsonality/story/formation ever since I sat down at a computer as a young boy, i have became coiled around nothing through a window of impressions in my true empty nature my true nature is a perfect reversal of this game You will stand corrected

i think i am some probably mostly some combo of stage red and green i think my addiction comes out of stage red, so probably emotional, sad at defeat I think my ego-hold comes out of stage green in a moralistic accounting of spirit I need to keep perfect track from 1 next time but DO NOT give way easily to number 3 and 6. Therefore lie your answers, look into possible tie ups with 4 and 7 too... (also are you SURE about 2, watch the insect) namaste god blessings until then

Duel me to the death

Well, you disturb the notion of the place, first of all NONAGON INFINITY OPENS THE DOOR

Amazing