LoseYourvelf

Wtf you're telling me this now? You're telling me this right after I STORE my precious DMT in a simple plastic baggie for a week?

I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack like Leo once a single puff of the vapour touches my lungs I p much had a panic attack when I first puffed N,N recently The strength was F1LTHY

I'm begging for salvation

There's nothing wrong with being yourself

Where does the self begin and end What is the length of the self What does it smell and taste like What observes it

I keep getting self actualized here Rn im scared of my meds meds medication I know where I'm at though I just know it's gonna be heavy to peak I'm very happy with current progress but my depression is a huge fogwall, I'm gonna have to take shortcuts around my fear/energy levels Content wise atm I've made a pseudo rule where I have to consume stuff I already own or am aware of that I haven't finished, I'm like pre swamping my digestive tract with stuff I haven't even eaten. I'm watching Succession (TV series) and it feels like the least cheesy/forced one I've tried recently. I have an impossible depression fogwall I need to gather small victories on, maybe I'll start painting warhammer I have no idea yet The only time I feel relaxed is when I'm watching right wing media drivel, I'm just that based Jordan Peterson is like an unwritably gauche self-fulfilling ironic comedy act, it's like he's parodying himself these days. He really does have a Kermit stench about him that is so impossibly woven into his caricature. If I needed something doing it wouldn't be going on his desk though, he doesn't come off as profound or utile these days Progress is at an absolute crawl but I'm eating good ramen with chicken breast, sugar snap peas and spring onions If I meditate atm I'm doing self inquiry for direction and stuff to do and always coming up empty handed

i wish more things made me feel as alive as this, not even molly

I be staring at my brother deep in his soul saying "It's only you" .... "Mate..." (when his attention drifts) "It's only you", "you're all that exists" wide eyed staring him out

I'm not letting people's petty little self preferences for who they like/the way they like people to talk to others/what they consider "Nice" bother me to be honest - they self-created a way to hurt me and accepted they needed to use it - pure weakness Don't return to any of my posts/advice before you awaken, you have fucked your karma. No more shallow end toe dipping, go now, go now, go child. You have karma to integrate you won't dampen my trip in your root chakra My posts should read like grating metal until you're ready for the message

I'm stuck with a valuable friend I'm Happy, Hope you're Happy too

"Ashes to Ashes" and the face he's pulling on the title card remind me of ego death

Very interesting, update in a week please Got a bad nic salts habit need some motivation

Find me a study where giving high dose psychedelics to alcoholics DIDN'T help them reduce their intake 🤷‍♂️

Because you didn't exist before you were birthed and you only have one perspective, there's your basis You take the separation between your lives, your birth and your parents lives for granted, you've applied a narrative where there is none You're not even ready for that yet though- You think you're saying EVERYTHING in this post but to most you're just going in logical loops of what solipsism MIGHT mean; none of this is getting at the heart of solipsism, sounds like you're only just discovering others are part of your God Mind... you haven't even touched solipsism Do you realise this is a term used to describe deep meditative practice and psychedelic use for most and what happens there personal to them? Why are you asking dumb questions expecting it to click? Once you experience it you will be a different person to the person who made this post, less questions more ranting into the void! (sound familiar?) For now you're doomed to be obnoxious and teetering on even the most basic concepts like "others", like I was very recently

Very professional

Did yours come yet, @Thought Art ?

Religions are just interpretations of God/Gods, so what's the point of them? No story, statue or painting under religion even captures 0.5% of it, it just confuses the shit out of my trips having all this bloated fake imagery in my head, we're humans, symbols resonate, worshiping the symbols though? Humans have never captured God / the Gods, starts to get a bit annoying when you think of it that way Then applied if you're not dealing w women case by case and to better her life too you're just a bully/control freak let's be real Rules for thee and not for me, religion is a way to escape God in this human plane, that's all Real interactions with God he doesn't care how much you've worshipped or followed some rules that are lies, I doubt the people who started Islam went as deep as plenty of people here have went, seriously they got so hyperslapped they started a movement hahahahaha. For example, myself, I'll realise I'm Jesus then get back to fucking meditating because it's horse shit avoidance tactics coming from the ego. That's what we expect of meditators in 2024, and even saying "i realise im jesus" isn't capturing the power of the awakening, i'm more than jesus, i'm jesus 2.0, so no that won't do, religion and ancient teachers won't do and their trips won't do either, no, not in full. Is this the shit we're taking into the future? Sure thing, I won't be having any part though and I will judge you I'm not even interested in being your ally or friend if you're religious, you're wasting my battle and the battle for those I love with your drivel, I won't even entertain your psychosis I don't want your Jesus, or your Jesus 2.0, I don't want your Muhammad XS Max, I want your TRUE Satori There's no time for murder or rape in Satori, just death And don't choose to confuse my use of the term Satori with the Buddhist religion or practices, please. I'm integrating something I don't have the word for (my very current awakening) but Satori does fine at what I mean in the context of religion and its leaders and their trips, thank ya very much. God doesn't worship any religion or Religion at all, religion is what worships God

not a cat just daisey @Leo Gura opinions?

Nice

"There's nothing you can do for them They are the force between When the sunlight is arising There's nothing you can say to him He is an outer heart And the space has been broken"

That's awesome I can remember all the times I reached peace with that mindset

The one too stubborn to work

Cope

I know you think you're doing real work but everyone can tell you're spiritually frozen here hehehehe Time to get a leg up on your own work/journey You're at the desk eye glued to the microscope trying to work through rationalities when it's not even 0.001% of the work haha. Truly pathetic in my eyes. Then using those doing the work as your fodder? PUKE, reminds me of myself in 2022