I HATE THE ANTI-CHRIST! I WANT HIM TO BURN IN HELL!!!!
lol look at the irony
To reconcile the evil in others and in the world, look at and realize the evil in yourself, your repressed shadow aspect and the need to be liked and seen as good, and see yourself as good.
Actually understand what creates the conditions for “evil”, extreme trauma which causes immense fragmentation of the psyche to cope, which disconnects one from themselves and the rest of the world.
Learn what is God, consciousness, and Love. Opposite of evil.
And what the hell is evil anyways? Define it.
Those who commit “evil”, are just incredibly hurt and damaged people, who have been most effected by evil themselves, and are probably suffering the most on the planet as they are completely disconnected from everyone in it, that they can dissociate from the pain they cause others. Think of the most intense extreme loneliness, sense of fear, isolation, separation from the world, and need to survive, this is what causes “evil”. They are disconnected from God/Love, limited and constricted low vibration consciousness.
Recognize the selfishness, the self centeredness, narcissism, desire to hurt (boiling and destroying others like you said), lack of awareness, disconnection, lack of empathy, and ignorance you have in yourself. Etc.
What are the reason behind these traits, states, feelings, etc
and what are the root causes and trauma behind them. How have they served you? Why would you want to do such things??
It doesn’t have to be the worse thing in the world to be considered evil.
Here’s a little help.
evil= ego attachment, belief in separation, unmet needs, sense of powerlessness
Evil acts often give others sense of power in their feeling of powerlessness & hopelessness, Lowest vibrational state, you get why some people might get a rush from killing, rape, or causing a genocide?
Also to be felt heard and understood, “evil people” often only feel hurt and pain, deep emptiness, they want to inflict on others what was done to them, and so others feel their pain.
Hate is the epitome of evil, what causes hate? Hurt.
Also, most evil people don’t see themselves as evil at all, but good, and that the world is evil.
This isn’t rocket science. You’ve just suppressed this aspect of evil so much in yourself you’re completely unaware of why would someone be evil when, even you’re talking about boiling or destroying others yourself. Killing others. All from complete lack of self awareness. That’s evil.
Also
Where is the line between “that’s not so good” and “PURE EVIL I TELL YOU”?
“I only hurt some people intentionally sometimes when I was angry” Ummm that’s evil…
”I try not to kill anyone” okay..??
Lots of Freudian slips of evil there.
Seriously a sign of such an deeply suppressed shadow aspect in yourself. Reconcile the evil in yourself. That you are deeply afraid of it. Possibly even afraid of yourself.
Please dedicate yourself to a practice of shadow work, and journaling, and parts work, to heal integrate and reconcile the lost and suppressed unconscious parts within yourself, bringing your shadow to the light of consciousness making you more whole again, and more awakened.
Also meditate more.