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What matters is that you are still living and you definately prefer an experience full of love instead of something else, and that becomes the driving force towards enlightenment. Yes form is meaningless, but if you operate from love even the meaningless dream begins to be meaningfull, if you feel love that’s all the meaning you need. And I find that the deepest love is not in the realms of form.

Jordans. I mean I guess it depends. If you don’t care about pussy then who gives a fk how u dress

😁😁😁😁😁😁 burn them and get some J’s

Success is bagging a dime every time

Here’s my summary of Bashar, Abraham. CwG, and ACIM - trust that all is working out for you, operate from Love, remmember that you are dreaming, do what you want every moment of every day, allow things to fall into place, create efortlessly, create with your state, live from the end goal, only do what you truly love, dont plan, dont think about the how, just enjoy the moment and the deeper you enjoy life the more miracles are reflected. You dont need to work to be wealthy, in fact, true wealth could only be considered existing in your life when it’s efortless and you don’t have to work, only play. These are the prompts I am getting - just chill, relax, trust, enjoy, play, love. It’s all a joke, a dream. I am the Son of God. Nowhere to go, just be here in bliss. Identity of being the dreamer is powerfulll.

I feel amazing! Before after and during! ☺️☺️☺️🙏😛😛✌️✌️✌️✌️

Is this outside of the “healthy” range?

I take it intermittedly, like once a week or even less, no sides so far. I think like with everything the question is of dosage, frequency and overall health of the system. it improves bloodflow pretty much everywhere, not only “there”. So even helps hairgrowth for those struggling with balding.

Here’s a regiman that makes me feel amazing: low dose Shroom tea every weekend before going out weed every other day after work nicotine 2mg gum for energy and euphoria, synergises beautifully with weed strongest test booster on the market -5 pills creatine 5mg tadanafil for Pornstar effect and overall bloodflow improvement, better pumps at the gym too finasteride every other day for dht reduction to improve hair (combining with scalp massages) caffeine 200mg pill before workout ashwaganda honey vit c,d, overall suplement for men Diet is good, chicken rice vegies juice fruits running, gym, stretching Doing lab work regularly Hot cold exposure fasting for a day every other week alot of walking in nature, biking to work. Operating from a mindset of love, trusting that all is always working our for me. I am dreaming. I am loved I just need to surrender and trust but still conquer in a fun way. girls ar the club keep falling in love with me and telling me that it’s the first time they met someone like me and they are stunned. They literally say they fell inlove with me after an hour. This isn’t even my final form. Give me a year and I’ll literally be 1 in a billion. Was able to attract the hottest girl in the club the last 4-6 times I went out. Dimes. Lol. Life is a movie. It’s mostly because of my vibe of operating from love, plus drip plus everything else. might add mk677 and enclophine to the stack after a few months and lab work. Need to mitigate sides well.

Drip update

Lol most people think it’s Connor whose crazy but it’s actually the one whose in fear and takes it all seriously, even though he keeps blabbering about this all being a dream, but actually doesn’t get in a deeper way how to flow through it with joy. Fear and victin mentallity binds our guru Leo 😁😁 maybe that’s the reason behind his “physical” sickness. It’s in the mind 😛

Yeh the main character life is kinda bomb ngl

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Sounds goood ☺️🕊️ I can’t promise I’ll check it out, very busy with getting bread, hoes aka angels and other stuff. Jkjk 😁😁

@Princess Arabiawhatsup with u? How’s life?

Nah he chillin. He faked his death just for fun lol

It’s sooo helpful to see the contrast. It’s an amazing teaching mechanism. These two are such great actors!

It’s all about dropping past learning, all beliefs you hold from books and people, being in a high state via divine substances and being wise Now. All past learning is usually foolishness and falsehood. true wisdom is being in a high state where you connect to higher intelligence and not muddying it with past concepts. You see things clearly now, it’s not coming from past learning. So it’s the opposite of what Neal Degrasse Tyson does or whatever his name is. dropping all past learning + high level of consciousness = wisdom wisdom is intuitive. It’s now. If your wisdom is based on books or people then it’s not wisdom. Forget everything you’ve learned. Be here and now, take divine substances and be actually wise. All answers are there. Things might allign with stuff from books or not. Who cares.

So, I’ve done most of what can be done to get enlightened. Long retreats, shaktipat, various techniques, and so on. I’ve reached various attainments like cessation that some call enlightenment, but it’s just breadcrumbs compared to the cake of enlightenment you can reach with psychedelics. The hypothesis: You can get enlightened to the highest level via divine substances, but you have to be there for long periods of time, I’m talking months, to callibrate, to soak it up, to make it your home, to learn how to live this new life, and then you can stay there. The “clinical trial”: I will injest medium to high dose of shrooms/lsd/other every or every other weekend and I will follow their guidance how to live to maintain that state. From my experience, it’s a life of ultimate, original creativity mixed with the deepest stillness and bliss. My mind and body are healed there. It’s heaven. It’s also a natural life - alot of nature, pure, light foods, and so on. But it’s all intuitive. I noticed that if I follow what I am guided to do, I can stay awake for many nights without any negative effects, with continuous bliss and a clear mind, coupled with a non-dual or close to a non-dual, beautific state. I think you can’t penetrate into higher levels using meditation or any other technique, as you’re trying to solve an issue from the same level. You need help from above. It’s also not recommended to anyone who hasn’t trained their mind to a high level, because the mind grows more powerful the higher the state, so you MUST control it near perfectly or bad things can happen. You have to know how to maintain a positive, conscious inner state. You have to be savvy in the realm of higher states, which comes from training your mind and from dozens of trips. You also havo to understand the power of the mind. You can trick yourself completly and utterly there. If you believe demons will get ya - they will! Literally! You have to control your mind perfectly and only perfection will manifest. Otherwise, it’s the story of the Son who stole his Father’s heavenly horses and destroyed the earth. I wouldn’t recommend this to anyone tbh, only to myself as I know my level of training and I’ve done many many trips. Preparation; I know that I will feel miserable in a higher state if I enter it without preparing my body. To do so, I’m doing a 3-week fruit detox to purify my system. Daily time in nature and alot of yoga as well. Retaining my, ammm, let’s just say no sexual thoughts and similar stuff. Also doing a mental detox: using the internet only for enlightenment stuff and work. Staying conscious throughout the day. Maintaining a positive attitude. Not judging anyone or anything. Closing thoughts: The last time I did lsd I stayed in an enlightened or an almost enlightened state for 3-4 days. No sleep, little food, only beauty, love, perfection. No side effects after. I did have to live a life where I follow what my intuition says I need to do to stay there. Spent nights in nature. Was amazing and beautiful. It’s such a huge shift from a mid life to a perfect life that it’s uncomfortable. Disorienting. But after alot of visits I feel less and less confused. I hope to stay there and live that new, higher level life. We’ll see how it goes. If I see that it’s working I might create videos as it’s so fun to share original, conscious, positive, fresh thoughts that arise from a higher level of consciousness. If it works I will be maximally happy, as then, it turns out that I don’t need to work towards enlightenment for many thousands of hours via meditation as I though, but it can be given just like so. 🙏🙏 What’s better than getting Heaven with no effort? 😁

Had a session with a teacher who I believe gets it and since then I’ve been perfectly happy, so I want to share the main insight that brought me to this state: There’s nothing to ego without resistance. Ego is like a nooo against what is happening Now. It’s an attack on the present moment. All we have to do to be happy is to say no to the ego’s no and what remains is perfect present happiness. So efortless. So peaceful. So simple. Just let go of the ego’s judgement against others and the world and flow. Perfect Happiness. Just stop resisting what’s happening now. Why resist the Divine Flow of life? All things are working for our good, so resisting it is like saying to God - you are a dummy, what you are creating is bad. Even pain is not a problem without resistance. Life is perfectly handled and everything works out if we simply go with the flow without judging and resisting and seeking. Don’t seek for exalted states, money, or anything else. What you need is always given. And if you get attatched and make something an idol - life will take it away to teach you not to do that 😝 Then we can relax into being and be on our way to enlightenment. No need to struggle, no need to meditate for 10hrs per day, just stay present when it occurs to you and that’s it, everything is handled. We simply relax deeper and deeper into stillness until the mind stops forever and we re-emerge into non-dual Godhood forever. 🕊️ The present moment, if it’s not resisted, is always perfect and happy. Nothing is ever lacking. All is given all is well. Nothing to figure out, no more concepts, no more metaphysics, just silence, flow, presence. Sucu a mistake to try to resist your desires, to manage diet, seek for money, and other things. That’s also resistance and lack of trust in God. All is taken care of. Just trust in Him and flow with Him, he is Life and you are One with Him. Concepts are such a trap, the ego can take spiritual concepts and continue resisting, suffering, but thinking that he’s improving. Nono, drop all concepts, stop resisting, flow, trust, be still. Nothing to learn. No one to teach. Let go of the past, put the future in God’s hands and just fall inlove with Now. The simplicity and beauty of Now 🖤 Just enjoy the present until the end of all dreaming, even though dreaming is already Heavenly when we are in the Now without resisting or seeking. 🕊️🕊️🖤🖤

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True 😁 I’m just learning something new all the time and I’m always open to a new POV. I think until there’s perfect happiness and a feeling or completion there’s room for growth. Hope this stays with me 🖤🕊️

Yes, probably the most difficult spiritual document to understand. I suggest learning ACIM indirectly, from books like DU by Gary Renard, Ken Wapnick, Keith Kavanagh, David Hoffmeister.

Here’s the most beautiful answer regarding manifestation from Keith Kavanagh and it’s the advice I will be adhering to, as that’s what Master Jesus teaches: Question: "Here's a question for Keith; maybe the 64M $ question: What's the most effective means to script, direct and produce the next scene in my vintage motion picture?" Answer: The mind is powerful. There are many manifestation teachings. Manifesting is not a miracle. It's magic. Magic isn't sinful, guilty or evil. Eating, breathing and sleeping are all magic. So, if you want to do manifesting, knock yourself out. It just won’t awaken you to Love or make you happy. It just shouldn't be confused with a miracle, or be considered in any way helpful Spiritually. "I do not perceive my own best interests." Lesson 24 How would you know what to manifest? Would you want a better job if the increased pressure caused you an anxiety disorder or a heart attack? Would you want to win money if it set you back several lifetimes on your Spiritual path? Would you want a bigger house if your wife was killed in a home invasion? Would you want to travel the world if your health would be badly compromised by catching malaria or some other exotic illness? Would you want to be married if your partner ended up murdering you? The truth is that nody wants anything that's listed above. What they actually want is to be happy. What they want is the feeling they think they would have in a high profile job, having millions in the bank, living in a big house, travelling the world or having a beautiful wife. They want happiness because they're not happy now. They have a grievance with the script. Well, that's what magic is. Magic says the reason I am lacking and not happy enough right now is because of what is happening in the world, what I do or don't have. The way for me to be happier is to change something in the world. Magic says the problem is where it's not, in the world, and not where it is, in my mind. It attempts to solve the problem of unhappiness in the world and not in the mind. Well, ask anyone who has all those things if they're happy. Some of the happiest people in the world have nothing. And many of those in life with everything - fame, wealth, big cars, big houses, beautiful wives, family, etc, still need to try to escape into drugs to avoid how unhappy they still are and, when the drugs also stop numbing the unhappiness, as they inevitably do, they end up overdosing through trying to do more and more, or an eventual decision to escape unhappiness through death. (Elvis is one of many, many, many examples) For most of us, we can keep lying to ourselves for a very long time that, "I could be happy if...", "I would be happy if only...." But it's a moving goalpost. You get 5 minutes of happiness with the attainment of the goal before it starts to tarnish. The happiness effect starts becoming less and less powerful. The idol replacing God’s Love will never measure up. And the goalpost jumps again. There are, however, people in the world who literally have everything and anything they could want for, but they're still not happy. They can't lie to themselves anymore, like the rest of us, and say, "I'll be happy when..." Psychology has a name for this - "Paradise Syndrome." It's the bitter realisation that nothing in the world can undo unhappiness. No matter what a person has, when they become badly sick, they say they would give it all away just to have their health again, and they would be happy. But they weren't happy when they had their health to begin with. And wouldn't again. Magic is about looking for happiness where it's not so you never find it where it is, which is in your mind. "Seek not outside yourself. For all your pain comes simply from a futile search for what you want, insisting where it must be found. What if it is not there? Do you prefer that you be right or happy? Be you glad that you are told where happiness abides, and seek no longer elsewhere. You will fail. But it is given you to know the truth, and not to seek for it outside yourself." T-29.VII.1. We only ever have one problem, which is the mistaken decision to identify as an ego. There is only one solution to everything - undo the mistaken decision to identify as a physical and psychological body to identify with the Holy Spirit. “Your mission is very simple. You are asked to live so as to demonstrate that you are not an ego, and I do not choose God’s channels wrongly." T-4.VI.6. "I am not a body, I am free, for I am still as God created me." The seeking of your happiness in the script is magic, and is preventing your happiness. The miracle restores happiness through the undoing of grievances with what is in the dream of form (the projections of your guilt). If you’re not happy now, and need things to be different so you can be happy, well, that’s a grievance with what’s happening now. A grievance is an obstacle to the awareness of Love’s Presence in your mind. It’s a barrier to happiness. Jesus says the only thing you should ask of anything is, “What is it for?”, “What is it’s purpose?” Our ego wants the world’s purpose to be to stay separate from the Holy Spirit, and therefore from happiness, to be a physical and psychological body. It then wants to be happy as a body so it can triumph over God by being happy in the world we made as an attack on Him, despite throwing His Love and Oneness back in His Face. We didn’t need Him. T-16.V.10. "If you perceived the special relationship as a triumph over God, would you want it?" The problem is the moving goalpost. The ego’s plan for your Salvation (lasting happiness and peace) doesn’t actually work. Jesus calls this bitter mantra of the ego, “Seek and do not find” until death in disillusionment ends your misery. The Holy Spirit sees the purpose of the world completely differently. It has one purpose – forgiveness – undoing your grievances, and resistance to, what’s happening in the script, to restore you to your right mind and true happiness. For this purpose, T-4.V.1. “All things work together for good. There are no exceptions except in the ego’s judgment.” “What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?” Lesson 135. Jesus is not saying you can’t have nice things and do things whilst you appear to be here. But if you are vainly seeking your future happiness or identity in them, it is at the expense of God. “But just as surely will he lose the only true goal that is given him. Think of the cost, and understand it well. All other goals are at the cost of God.” S-1.III.5. If you are saying some experiences in the now are good and some are bad, that’s the ego’s first law of chaos – that there’s a hierarchy of illusions – that some are good and some are bad. It’s the same with making plans for what you want for your future. The miracle restores us to our right mind through the first miracle Principle – there is no order of difficulty in miracles. It doesn’t matter what’s happening right now, it has no effect on the Peace of the Holy Spirit in my right mind. The only problem is that I was in my wrong (ego) mind. Changing my mind is the answer to happiness, not changing the script, not having preferences for what happens in the script. “Let all things be exactly as they are” Lesson 268 By undoing any grievance with the present moment and restoring my mind to peace now, I will now just know what the most loving, helpful and effective things to do are for both myself AND everyone else I encounter. I’m not acting from the insane voice talking it itself in my head that does not know what anything is for. The Holy Spirit’s perfected script for my awakening unfolds through me and for me, but I do not seek my happiness in it. I bring His Happiness to it so He can bless the world through me. I won’t do that all the time because I’ll have a grievance every so often with the script. That’s where forgiveness undoes the grievance so the Holy Spirit can save the world through the actions His Love inspires through me. Again, what would you manifest? What you want is lasting happiness and peace and manifesting in the script won’t give it to you. Forgiveness of the script will give it to you. Again, also, there’s nothing wrong with succeeding in your career or finding yourself in a relationship or with a family, as long as you’re not looking for happiness in it – as long as you’re there only to let the Holy Spirit bless and heal you and the world through you. “I am here only to be truly helpful. I am here to represent Him Who sent me. I do not have to worry about what to say or what to do, because He Who sent me will direct me. I am content to be wherever He wishes, knowing He goes there with me. I will be healed as I let Him teach me to heal.” T-2.V.A.18.