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Been practicing this as well and feels amazing. Efortlesness. Let life come to you.

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Yes, I'm being very careful not to build some sort of a theory based on assumptions and extrapolations. I will experiment and see if this understanding brings fruits or if I am mistaken once again. Haha. Indeed very much so!

hm, I think my human life is a choice I make because there are still things I value in the dream and want to experience, but wisdom is showing me that it’s time to make a higher choice for true Love. It was an interesting experience to play around in a dream of my creation without being in a relationship with Her, but now I see what I lose when She is not with me and I want Her back. Enlightenment is total commitment, exactly like commiting to a partner in a relationship, but this relationship with Love is actually more real than any relationships in the dream. The thing that stands is that a perfect partner - the Goddess of Love - requires you to be perfect as well - to be pure Shiva - empty, silent, pure and peaceful. Then she can enter you and become One with you, which brings infinite love and beauty. It’s exactly how it was for me in my first human relationship - she was perfect, loving, kind, gentle and extremely beautiful, but I cheated on her because I wanted to experience something else. I did not value her, did not yet see her perfection, so I left her. That’s just a symbolic expression in the dream to show what happened in my mind when I left Heaven wanting to experience something else. What a beautiful symbolic story and how profound — such a huge lesson to learn. So thats why, I believe, Shakti leaves you — not because she does not Love you, but because you yourself are not pure enough and have not yet totally commited to be with Her. You can no longer value and play with things of this dream, you must become commited only to Her. You can use the body to talk about Her and eat if there’s still a need for it, among some other basic things, but that’s pretty much it. Your life has to be Her’s. Basically, your life has to be this:

I think psychedelics (psds from now on) are like giving a call to Shakti and saying; hey, let’s meet up. She comes and either you are pure and totally commited to be in an eternal relationship with her and no longer participate in most of the desires of the world, or she sees that you are not ready to totally commit, kisses you, and leaves. That’s how I will treat Her now. I will treat Her as Goddess with which I am in a commited sexual relationship with, and I am only no longer partaking in the desires in this dream. I eat only what is perfect for my body - mostly fruits and veggies, rice, etc. I go on walks, do yoga, but that’s pretty mych it. My attention is all on Her, so I live an outside life of utmost simplicity, but inside I am showered by infinite love. I basically live the same life Ananda Ma lived. No sex no other things just living in perfect bliss, being totally commited to that Bliss as though you are in a deep loving relationship with That. Isn’t that was she was teaching by demonstration? Look how blisfull I am and taken care of if I dedicate myself totally to God. I expect Her to take care of me financially in whatever way She sees fit. She might instruct me to do something and of course I will. Or she might just miraculously take care of me in Her way withoy any of my effort. I know that if I am with her all my worldly concerns are taken care of. That’s one of the benefits of being in a commited relationship with a Goddess. I won’t quit my job or anthing, but I expect something magical to happen without my effort. The hallmark of being ready to re-enter a relationship with Shakti is living from Peace. You can’t jump from ego, fear and resistence to Love. You go from the mind to Silence and then when you are identified with Shiva you can re-enter the relationship with Shakti. If you are not able to maintain a state of Peace throughout the day then you are not ready for Her. She will just drive you crazy. You have the potential to make bad decisions. You can also create a spiritual conceptual identity and get stuck in it. No, we use the mind only here and there and in between we surrender to her Love and live in Silent embrace. This might not work but I will try it. This is based on my experience and vision and it might transpire to be something magical. Total commitment to Peace and a life of utmost purity + low dosages of psds to call Her and hopefully to keep her. There might be a reintroduction period where we are closer and a bit futher apart, so the Love does not overwhelm me, but that is perfect. Still going to my job ofc, not going there high or anything, just trying this on the evening of Friday and seeing if it stays until Monday if I live as though I live only for Her. Perhaps I am all she wants and if she is all I want then our desires meet in beautiful unity and the state of Heaven is restored.

Thinking that concepts can connect you to the beauty of God is a deep trap of the egoic mind. God is beyond all concepts, and that is also where enlightenment is. It's a beauty to behold the lengths to which the ego goes to avoid being in Silence because it knows that if it truly understands its own inadequacy, it will soon disappear into the nothingness from which it came. And Leo does not want to disappear - he still gets a lot of juice from the concept of Leo, the wise one, the conceptual identity of the amazing intellectual teacher of metaphysics. Who is Leo without his pride in his metaphysics? Nothing. Back to God -- when you try to conceptualize God, you are trying to put something abstract, perfect, and infinite into symbols (words and thoughts) that are limited, specific, and just overall imperfect. As a result, you end up with a lot of inaccuracies, as most of Leo's content about God and the metaphysics of life is. But he will never admit that a lot of his teachings are inaccurate because his whole identity is built upon him being right in his metaphysical understanding. If he truly understood - if he clearly saw that he was wrong - that would be a huge hit to his ego, and he would do anything to protect himself against that. If you are truly enlightened and live from Silence, you don't become an anti-vax Trump voter -- you now operate from a place of intuitive knowing -- and from that place, you know that nothing here is real and nothing matters -- why worry who runs the world or what effect vaccines have --- it's all a meaningless dream of your own creation. In fact, being identified with a conceptual identity is what creates physical ailments -- that's why Leo is so ridden with diseases and finds no cure - because the disease is himself as Leo -- Leo has to disappear for the disease to go away. Silence is what heals. Medicine of the dream only provides temporary relief from symptoms, which eventually come back anyway. He is stuck in the dream trying to figure out why the dream characters act the way they do; he judges them and calls them stupid, thus cementing himself as a conceptual entity. Who is the stupid one - Donald Trump or a dreamer of the dream who judges the characters he himself is dreaming? Haha. Leo knows intellectually that this is a dream but makes it real to himself psychologically by judging it, going deep into politics, and so on, as though any of this actually matters. Imagine how foolish it is to be dreaming a dream at night and to be so engrossed in politics and other unreal things created by your dreaming mind that you have no actual connection to your divine nature, which is pure Silence. See how this type of thinking is a level higher than anything Leo ever writes? Not that it matters what a non-existant dream entity called Leo does and thinks, but it's helpful to see the traps the mind gets you into.

Nice! I plan to go to one in a month or so. How was the pain? Did you do antything to prepare your body? Were you able to get to that place where pain dissolves into pure vibrations?

Yes, it’s how Jan supossedly rose his kundalini and now is always extremelly blissed out. I’ve read all of Jan’s books and they are queit useful, he talks about bindus that block the flow, various channels for it to flow through, different levels of practice for rasing it, etc.

I did Kundalini spine breathing and also Kundalini Fire or whatever it's called, the most advanced one, based on the SantataGamana books; https://www.amazon.com/stores/author/B0765YXM96 Jan Esmann also teaches Kundalini Yoga. The issue with Kundalini Yoga is that it's very technical, and if you don't have a teacher who will solve Kundalini symptoms, you will probably have energetic issues. I did meet up with Jan Esmann and asked what to do with the intense heat in the back of my head and why I get dizzy. He gave me specific advice on how to solve that - to direct the overflow of energy into the heart center through the channel in front of the spine, instead of sending it back through the same channel that it arose, but then other issues appeared.. There are multiple different channels through which Kundalini energy can rise. It can get stuck. It can get overexcited and kriyas become so intense you can't even sit down and relax (happened to me as well). So yeah, I'd say you need a master to guide you on this path. It's very complicated, and you can f*up your energetic system to a point where you can't even meditate at all without your body twisting and turning frantically. I'm also not sure if it really gets you enlightened. In theory, it should, but in practice, I haven't seen anyone who made it. Jan Esmann and Gareth from True Spiritual Awakening were supposedly awakened through kundalini yoga - but I doubt they are enlightened. Jan said he can't wait to reincarnate. For me you are enlightened if you no longer reincarnate. I think he is just blissed out without truly being awake. Anyway.. Who knows.. Kundalini rises naturally if you practice mindfulness and dis-identify from your mind. It does so gently and without any issues, unlike when you try to force it up with kundalini yoga.

Are you sure it's God speaking there? I used to see CwG as the holy grail of spirituality as well, but after further spiritual development, I can see that it's not God speaking but Donald writing a book about what he learned from various teachers—mostly New Age ones—since there's so much about manifestation and living the good life and nothing much about actually awakening from the dream. A human could write that book; there's nothing that spectacular there to attribute it to God himself. Donald actually read A Course in Miracles, so in his book, there are some borrowed ideas from there. There's nothing original in that book, which we would expect from a book if it was really spoken by God. Just my 2 cents, IMO it's more of a stepping stone teaching/book.

Great! You? ☺️

This forum seems to be a great place to practice kindness, learning how to accept other peoples’ paths and practices as no less valid than the ones that work for you. It’s so easy to have this or other mystical experience, then realize this or other thing, and then begin to think that you know what is right or wrong for other people. I think there’s just soo much variability in people’s paths that it’s virtually impossible to give any specific advice to anyone in regards to how their paths towards awakening should look like. Someone can get enlightened working in an addiction center, where they lean how to be perfectly non-conflictial, whilst others might learn the same lesson through hundreads of psychedelic trips living in Las Vegas and going to nightclubs, who knows? If a specific path makes someone kind and peaceful, how could we say that it’s wrong?

Yes, I agree that they can be very helpful if used wisely, we just have to be clear that they won’t bring permanent awakening. As the comment above correctly points out, it’s a taste of what’s to come. I’m just not sure if tripping beyond a few breakthroughs has a point besides delaying the actual work needed to reach those states naturally. Edit: actually, nevermind, doing 50 or 200 trips might just be a part of someones path, who am I to judge or decide what’s right for others 💁‍♂️

Sounds like my ex

Those articles are obviously written by someone who has no idea what is happening in life; no need to debunk anything; just need a wise mind to see it. And if someone isn't wise, no matter who debunks who, he will not understand anything anyway.

Finally, would be someone who knows what to actually ask. First interview Leo was still a child in terms of enlightenment, now they could have a legit convo.

In the end — it’s all about falling so deeply in love with silence that all the noise of the world and of the mind fades away into nothingness from which it came and we re-awaken to our silent glory forever and ever. You are being very patient with the princess expressing her lack of silence, and without silence there is no wisdom. Good job ☺️🙏

Loved the intro already! Controool your mind! 😁🖤 That’s so important ☺️

Wait, since when are you a comedian? Made me laugh out loud twice today.

How to make love all night - Barbara Keesling in short - do kegels in a specific way and it will allow you to finish 3-5 times in a row without any “rest” period inbetween. It literally takes only a week to see the results. A 1-2 months of daily practice to pretty much master it. Girls go crazy over it, they’ve never seen it in their life. You do have to keep up the schedule though. A huge confidence booster and improves sexual experiences 5x.

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Yes, we disagree on what is real and what isn't, but I also see dreams as a tool that the Spirit can use to talk to us in symbols. Although it's just talking to itself - a part of the mind that remembers the truth is trying to re-awaken the part that fell asleep.

Just for fun—as a hypothetical—if you began to believe that this is a dream, exactly like the ones you have at night, would you be glad that it is so, or the opposite? I'm just curious how you'd view it. Personally, I was very excited about this idea. But I also saw other people react negatively to it, so yeah.