Wyverz

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  1. Posted

    1 minute ago, Nahm said:

    Anxiety is overthinking. You’ve got work to do on that. A lot of letting go to do, and you’re going to love how it feels, the more thinking you let go of. You did not experience God, nor “God’s loneliness”. You experienced the intensity of overthinking, on a psychedelic. You weren’t ready. You knew you weren’t ready.  

    You’re confused. You’re saying on one hand you experienced ego death, and the other hand “if I would have surrendered to the ego death”. 

    Then you’re saying you had a “glimpse of the true nature”, then “it’s hard to return to individuality although other people truly experience it”. When there is a glimpse of the true nature, there certainly is no problem with individuality. 

    Then you’re thanking God, that you’re returning. 

    Sounds like you thought psychedelics would cure overthinking, and then took too much to enjoy, and too little to have an ego death. 

    So now you’ve heightened your overthinking, and you’re using God to justify it. 

    “The feeling of loneliness is still lingering in my body”.  It’s the sensation of “What you’re thinking is not true”. But you’re persisting with overthinking anyways, while you’re wondering why you feel terrible. 

    LET GO!

    Look around you right now. Tune in to what you are seeing & hearing right now. You are fine. You are completely fine. You don’t need to think about anything. Relax. Do something you enjoy. Give the path, and the thinking a day off man. Everything is ok. 

    Start setting some time aside each day for relaxing, and for loving yourself. ♥️

    Thinking is saying “everything is terrible”.    But look around you right now, actuality is saying “Dude, you’re fine”. 

     

    ❤️❤️❤️

  2. Posted · Edited by Wyverz

    "God might be super pleased with Its own existence, but if the One is so god damn smart why does It go ahead and split into everything for all eternity? So It can have something else to see Itself in and delude Itself that It's not alone. God's loneliness literally created the Universe.

    It IS alone. It always has been, It always will be, and It has nothing better to do than fractalize into infinite limited forms that torture themselves simply by virtue of not understanding. Not that they had a choice in the matter, the One decided for them."

    This is freaking me out. 

  3. Posted

    24 minutes ago, ajasatya said:

    True Nature is not supposed to be something that you are not.

    the feeling of individuality is real and it's also a marvelous thing. just because you had a glimpse of truth, it doesn't mean that people around you aren't having a genuine conscious experience on a daily basis. why not be with them?

    I agree, but once you've had a glimpse of the true nature it's pretty hard to return to the feeling of individuality although other people truly experience it. I'm actually slowly returning, thank god, but I have such bad paranoia that the ultimate truth is full of loneliness and misery. 

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    I had an ego death experience on mushrooms this weekend and it was the most terrifying experience I've ever been through. I was definitely not handling it the way I should have, as I kept denying and denying and denying. I felt like if I would have surrendered to the ego death I would have disappeared for good, so I kept clinging on to my regular human life as hard as I could. I had so much anxiety and I tried to make it go away by hugging my friend, but whenever I did I realized that it was just me hugging myself. This was the reason the trip was so terrifying. As I realized that I was just one big entity the feeling of loneliness became unbearable. 

    Eventually I came back, gradually, but the feeling of loneliness is still lingering in my body. As I go throughout life, I keep thinking that it's just me everywhere I go. I googled and found people experiencing the same thing. Which makes me wonder, is god lonely? Is god creating boundaries and the idea of different entities to forget about it's own lonely existence?