[Basic life advice for young adult with many problems]

So lately I've been dealing with stress and paranoia on an extreme level. Having crazy anxious thoughts and not being able to work with many nuance things going on. Trying to see of I could work somewhere and still self actualize while being able to recieve disability and subsidies so I can focus more on my relationship with God and being more mature in my wellbeing?

[Constructive Criticism for Leo on the next evolution of his work]

I would have to say his videos are a tool for my development and his evolution video is exactly where my growth is leading and many things he explains I've expierenced such as not knowing how common mental health is and I do suffer from it and arrogance by cutting through bs or the technical info by growing faster cuz its distracts me. My opinion is the video is a great example in teaching conscious leadership. 

[What was your best part in your awakening?]

I like the calmness in my mind and how I can be so conscious and happy after 10 years of hard work

[Alcohol for personal development?]

I use alcohol to relieve stress sometimes and to calm down from hard days from work. I like meditating and it keeps my mind off things in general because I have negative thoughts. I dont use psychedelics but alcohol is good in some situations but in moderation.

[what is your sleeping shedule?]

I usually sleep 12 hours whenever I go to bed which can be anytime of the day.

[Best resources to learn about Spiral Dynamics?]

I've been mostly focusing on contemplating,journaling and a spirtual practice with lots of dedication. 

[Conspiracy theroist/alcoholic]

Thank you

[Conspiracy theroist/alcoholic]

I'm struggling with believing that I'm not good enough. My mind is believing in conspiracy theories and its corrupting my mind. I've struggled to make it to work and am an alcoholic. I'm always helping others and cant help myself. I need lots of love to feel good in every situation. Any advice?

[Is my life purpose deceiving me?]

I've been on a spiritual journey with learning about my mind and my level I'm at with self development. I've learned ive accomplished many achievements to figure out where I'm heading in life. I wanna either start a new life or keep focusing on society as a important step to not get distracted with social norms. I do have lots of problems but I'm learning to let it go but my next obstacle is to take on the challenge that im god and that i'm in control.

[Video on the Third Eye]

I agree

[Is my life purpose deceiving me?]

I have been trying to gain everything holistic approach to life and I don't know what my next step should be? I am only 25 and am starting to lose hope.