Anders Mson

Hi all, first post. I had an accidental (or fateful) awakening in November which sent me full blown psychotic, I wasn't expecting it and i explain it as a transition period into manhood, it was fueled by being overly stressed, smoking weed, not sleeping well and watching Leo's videos (not blaming anyone other than myself). This apocalyptic feeling has been hanging over me for a few weeks now, in some ways I felt myself as being the father-to-be of the next jesus. It didn't help that Jewish scrolls had recently been discovered allegedly proclaiming the end of the world this year and that the atomic scientist doomsday clock is 100 seconds to midnight. On the plus side I've managed to kick the weed, let out a few childhood traumas and get a therapist to keep me on track, I like to think I'm no longer psychotic, it's certainly a weird experience. Just hoping to get to see my son being born before joining the infinite