Nikola

So, I did make a threat months ago in a sense that I did not agree with Leo's statement about fighting and "martial arts" being unconscious thing to do. I was wrong. I slowly started understanding that every gym, every martial art session and every big fight event is just pure survival (which is quite obvious while writing this lol, survival literally was our ancestors fighting for their food with wild animals and other humans). Don't get me wrong I still enjoy training and moving my body, but I definitely avoid big sparring sessions and head trauma while trying to "prove" you could beat someone else or that you are a tough guy. It is empty ego boasting and a survival tactic trying to maximise the potential of being respected and liked by others, especially girls. And girls do love fighters, but they are also all about unconscious survival. I won't even get into the topic of female nature. Who understands it, knows what I mean. To everyone out there who wants to prove something with fighting: There is nothing to prove to no one. You are literally God's unique creation. Don't lose your one source of understanding and making sense of the world trying to prove your toughness. (Your brain, CTE is a real thing and I am glad I never accepted to compete in Kickboxing, instinctively I knew it was dumb idea) Thank you, Leo.

I would suggest you Jack Denmo's pick up vidoes. But his youtube channels got suspended, because he was convicted of rape from the court in Canada. He is a master of being natural "player" with girls, always coming up with the perfect thing to say on the spot, even sometimes he might say something way off the chart, but girls find this behaviour very attractive. I am not a judge and i don't know his current case and if he's guilty or not, But i may add that i can see how easily he could've gotten corrupted towards woman and also exploiting them just because how good he was with them naturally. So always be aware of this possibility. Don't let your ego interfere with conscious behavior when it comes to being respectful of the girl's sexual boundaries. Always think about the consequences of your actions. This is long-term thinking vs short-term pleasure and ego boasting. This is how you develop maturity and afterwards wisdom.

So, about Leo's latest blog post about UFC and the corruption that stands from it. I agree to the point where he criticises fighting to be used as a monetezation for capitalistic pursuits in order for some very corrupt and selfish people to gain a lot of money from the fighters beating each other. I also agree with the idea of fighting as a whole is a low consciousness thing to do, BUT me personally find his point view kind of narrow with all of my respect. I am just expressing my honest opinion. As a guy who has trained martial arts for a few years now, i can honestly say this is what saved my life, this is what saved my spirit. My trainer actually wants me to go fight at competitions and i haven't accepted even once. This is because i don't want to hurt other people. My point is that fighting as a violent act is entirely different from training fighting and martial arts as part of a spiritual openness. Because the moment i step onto the training mat to the moment i have to leave it, it's all flow state for me. It's like active meditation, just focused on movement and breathing and nothing else. You can find consciousness and integrity in fighting also, and i will use your main argument about reality Leo... after all it's all part of god's love. (i totally agree)