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@LastThursday yes it does seem to be the case. That was a deep question thanks for asking it.

I asked myself those questions Why AM I here? What is the purpose of this? Is there even a Purpose? Why Do I assume that I exist? What is something beyond thought, emotions, and sense perceptions? There is Purity here. What about through History? What about evolution Am I evolving? Emerson said " History is an impertinence and an injury if it be anything more than a cheerful apologue of my being and becoming." And then I realized the Purpose of the phenomenal world is not to become God realized or to become more conscious. The phenomenal world is just a manifestation of God's evolution.

Does the outside world exist? From a modern perspective one might say that the world outside does exist of course obviously! From a post modern perspective one might say how can you know for a fact that it is there when you are not seeing it? Which of those two is true? I think that it does exist and not exist at the same time in a sort of quantum mechanical fashion. Reality truly is an infinite field of potential

Music was listened then boom God, then more God. What Is going on? Fear then God. Shivers then God. Cold then God. Godddddddd.

If you think what I am saying is obvious, then you probably don't live in the middle east, or you don't didn't grew up with Islam. It is confusing to admit that there were distortions in the message, makes me worry if this was expressed to the wrong people. Some of the distortions: 1. Mohammad was not the last prophet 2. You wont burn in hell for things like adultery, being homosexual, and lying is not bad. 3. Life is not inherently meaningful. It is difficult to move from away from the religion you were born into. A core motive for doing spiritual work needs to be changed to move more into a yellow territory. I will post more distortions later What do you think guys?

I mean bullshitters are also God, difficult to swallow. I was once and for time, a long one unfortuanltey a bullshitter. There needs to be a positive force that comes from deep within from a sovereign place within oneself and then it is all love. May God make us one of them. Then it is not a battle between light and dark it is just the activity of love. @ivankiss I loved the songs

@rd5555 what kind of unhealthy ways are you talking about?

Life is too amazing by definition and in essence, selfishness prevents one from seeing this

There is a lot of comforts in religion, that go against the rigor of wanting to understand reality. So someone religious instead of facing an issue head on and think strategically to overcome it, he or she would go to prayer instead so that it can be fixed on its own. A lot of religious people even if they come from esoteric backgrounds that uses meditation techniques and spiritual practices, they rely on a lot of assumptions, which makes their practice more corrupt and comfortable.

Yes this and add to it that this work needs to be grounded in an understanding of how society works, in order to be successful and grounded in something real rather than personal fantasies.

Meaning is illusory within myself, and within other people, also structures are meaningless such as atoms, molecules and so on... After deconstructing these what remains?

I have a fear that I want to step into, although I am not sure how to do it safely. I fear society, how it is built, I fear to see the truth in how it works. I have fantasies on who I can be, if i spread my wings, but knowing society will show me my place in terms of my capacity to survive in this world. I am afraid to know what will the answer be.

Meaning is generated from a limited perspective, it is a suppression of cognition and a lack of understanding. When the boundary between the perceiver and the perceived is blurred, meaning disappears.

@Someone hereI think I am in a similar place. However, You can become aware of the demands of life (job, bills, socializing, side project...) as a part of how reality works. I have been realizing recently that 200 hours of meditation will might teach me how to get money a little bit, but trying to open a business will do that in 2 hours. There is something deeply delusional about the previous view.

Your willingness to let go of your deeply held beliefs, will create an atmosphere for a journey of exploration, sometime this will inspire him to do the same thing. How come you are so sure?