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@Leo Gura these are some non dual ephipanies I had: Infinite vs finite: there is no distinction between infinite vs finite because finite is part of infinity and infinity at the same time. Beauty and ugliness: it's a matter of perception what might seem beautiful to others might seem ugly to some. Tall vs short: a guy who is 5'8 is short compared to a guy who is 6ft but is tall compared to a dwarf. Hot vs cold: What's considered summer is Canada is considered winter in the Middle East. Rich vs poor: a person who earns $600 in Canada is considered poor but rich is an African country like Burundi. success vs failure: spiritual enlightment is considered success to spiritual people but not materialistic people. dark vs fair: A pale person is considered dark skinned in Europe but lightskinned in Asia. up vs down: when you look up at the ceiling it's considered up and when you hang to it upside down it's considered down. I still can't fathom red vs blue, men vs women,dry vs wet, etc.

@Vlad_ do you believe other people have their own consckouzness? I mean do you believe they have their own subjective reality that they are experiencing?

@Leo Gura I have heard a lot of guys get kicked out of malls, college campuses shopping centres,libraries,etc while doing daygame.how can I prevent that from happening?

@Leo Gura And others solipsism is the absolute truth I realized but it's not the Wikipedia definition of solipsism. A person who believes In the wikepidia definition of solipsism is not enlightened because they still make a distinction between self and others hence they are derealized. The awakened person knows he or she is the entire universe and there is only one consiousness hence the duality collapses which means that's the non wikepidia definition of solipsism they believe and that person is enlightened. I realized I am the only one but by that I mean the universal me not the avatar me which distinguishes itself from other people. The awakening was so profound that I can't explain it using the human language it has to be experienced.

@Leo Gura girls from school have traumatized me because of which I suffer from low self esteem right now. That's why while doing pickup I can't radiate confidence.How do you get over Ptsd?

@Leo Gura Went to a Mexican night club approached 11 girls 10 rejected only one danced with me. My 2 friends didn't approach anyone but after the party ended the girl who rejected me asked for a lighter from my friend and she was flirting with him non stop and also asked him to come home with her. She was fat and very average. Another girl started talking to the same friend and asked for his number and she was super drunk.( I never approached her though) another Mexican girl was approached by the same friend and she was a solid 9/10 and she immediately gave him her number after he asked for it. All of this happened outside of the club after it closed. Feeling really inferior and hopeless now please give me some advice.

@Leo Gura I agree with you you should always approach girls who you are genuinely attracted to even if you think she is out of your league. At bars and clubs I approach the ugly ones but end up getting more attention from the above average ones. Why is it that these days ugly women have higher standards than good looking women? Fat women will not date fat men why is it so. It's not always the case but a lot of times it is.

@Leo Gura and others these are not profound epiphanies I had during doing acid,shrooms, watching spiritual videos, contemplating,etc. 1)Time is an illusion. The now is eternal. 2) we are all God with multiple personality disorders. 3) the material world is layers upon layers over nothingness. 4) Life is a dream. By dream I don't mean the Wikipedia definition of a dream. It is the absolute dream and reality at the same time hence the duality collapses. 5) My body is a segment of the universe but I am the entire universe. The distinction between self and other things collapses. 6) The self is an illusion. What you identify as creates all of your suffering. Things I am yet to learn: 1) I still don't understand how birth and death is imaginary. 2) I still don't know how is every moment eternal. 3) still haven't experienced infinite love. 4) yet to achieve full ego death. 5) What is the point of life 6) Why can't I get what I want if I'm God and creating my own reality.

@Leo Gura I still don't understand why birth and death is imaginary because I can't distinguish between physical and mental death(ego death) and how could birth be imaginary if I saw pictures of my mother holding a toddler me right after she gave birth to me lol.

Hey is anyone doing pickup from Toronto? If yes send me a text on the forum we will be each others wingmen

@Leo Gura I received some other benefits from pickup: 1) better social skills: I was unable to make good guy friends and now I met 3 guys 2 weeks ago and we have become like best friends and we are each others wingmen. 2) don't give a f attitude: after getting rejected I became mentally stronger and don't think of suicide at all back then I felt suicidal when one girl rejected me but till now I have been rejected by 19-21 girls and I don't care lol feel alpha. 3) less fears: I used to be really intimidated by people especially dangerous looking men but not Anymore not as much as before. 4) learned better fashion: back then I used to look like a homeless teenager but after I started gaming I am taking more care of myself hence looking really professional. I still lack a lot of social skills but getting better.

@Leo Gura whenever I do guided exercises for awakening repressed Trauma resurfaces. Is this who backlash? for example I was watching your video about death and my ego was dissolving slowly and I want dealing peaceful but later repressed trauma started resurfacing. Why does this happen?

@Leo Gura Vladim from honest signalz got into pickup after a shrooms trip.

@Leo Gura Why did you say all fears are imaginary? Aren't some fears genuine? For example you might fear losing your job and one day it might happen because of one wrong decision.You fear losing your mother but one day she will die because of health issues. You fear getting covid but it's obvious the virus is still there. How come all fears are imaginary maybe some but a lot of them are genuine.

@Leo Gura same here. Pickup got me into spirituality and psychedelics because I wanted to improve my game.

@Leo Gura it's really counter-intuitive but rejection from 2 night games made me more confident.why is that lol? I thought it would make me feel shittier but I'm more confident than ever. What's the mystery behind it. I am less insecure about my looks and personality.

@hyruga I don't mind other responses.

@Leo Gura I guess day game is better than me for night game because day games help me start with better openers than nightgame since during night game it's hard to open because of loud music and drunk people minding their own business. What do you think?

@Aiwass how could self hate be a benefit?

@Leo Gura what benefits did you receive from pickup apart from sex?

@Leo Gura day game is cheaper when you don't have much money here entry fee is CAD $40

A person asked me why do you ask questions related to pickup mostly. This is because I am yet to explore that aspect of life and if I don't i won't be able to focus on Spiritualitu,career and other aspects of life.

@Leo Gura I think you and teal swan should collaborate with each other.

@spiritual memes True he is lol.

@Leo Gura Could you share some crazy pickup experiences? Like funny but crazy. I have done pickup but nothing crazy happened lol.