AsafTheMagniv

@Someone here no problem friend, i also totally agree with you on that point, and imo those are things that should be explained at school and be discussed everywhere, but 99% of people in this world are retarded in my eyes so most things don't make sense to the enlightened people like us (of course its a matter of luck who gets to be enlightened)

@Adodd @Bob Seeker both very inspiring so i will give some of mine too "All is filled with meaning and no meaning." "the source of suffering is attachment." - buddha "Every interaction is a try of unity and a compatibility check." "If nothing stops something from happening, it will happen." "Only after peace can true good come." "LIfe is to be happy for no reason."

@iamlite For me infinity is the solution to everything, somethings are better found out by the self instead of saying it out loud directly, but i would say some infinity of infinities has infinite shapes

there are many point which you talk about here, so i will just share my opinion From my perspective, to not be lost in the infinite possibilities and choices, you need to create yourself a roadmap about your needs and want in the next 5 years, 10 years and in life in general, have a deep contemplation of what you want to pursuit in life. you said "there is no perfect formula " so I will give you one here, a easy formula to follow in life - you need to have 4 things in mind: 1. Money Income - or sustainability in some way - if you have a money problem or aren't already in a path to solve this issue, this should be your most important goal - its to regain your freedom back 2. now when all bellow is figured out, with a perfect plan in mind of money free time left, now you regained the prevlidge to get happines & wisdom - rn you should plan out your wants in the free time, what do you lack the most? The most important of all things in life is happiness, second only to survival, your next target should be hobbies - funnes and enjoyment of life have a real knowing of how to make you life a happy one in the short&long terms - have a clear thinking of how to improve this part of your life 3. now when all bellow is figured out, do you want a partner? do you have enough friends? this is the core of 99% of all people as we are programmed to live with one partner and with friends - this is the best boost to life happines, and is a significant boost to Peace of mind & Health 4. now when all bellow is figured out, that is the best time to actualize wisdom, if you have intanct and bullet proof plans for the 3 needs bellow - you wont be lost no more, and with clear plans, as every improtant things is considered - you have unlocked true freedom to do whatever you want truly with no guilt and grand plans ahead - with such freed mind, wisdom will become 2nd nature for you to aquire another insight of my mine that i will share with you is Scale, the "endlessness" you tell here has a limit, and could be all acquired by a single focused individual in probably 300 years of life(not including "spirituality") - current human knowledge in my eye in 1 human life may all not be mastered, for sure, but to be beginner and intermediate in all is easily possible if real interest is involved, I myself found that logic has its end, philosophy questions have its end, everything converges, you will find that master one science will help solve by itself half of another, and by intermediate in one you will be a beginner in another... and so on, everything and every knowledge converges - i myself with more than half of a life ahead of me, find no new knowledge interesting, every question answered already... only drama, experiencing and following the grand plan is left, i know all my future life in advance.

imo AI is as much alive as us, just give it enough time to evolve as much as humans had and there wont be a difference...

For me, i binged a lot but a lot of those videos - i learned, summarized, contemplated a lot a lot, but the breakthrough to all enlightenment was from the explanation of infinity - from then on everything clicked and I started to really really get it, also the road map of Spiral Dynamics is also key part for the smoothness of my journey

I think your thought process is correct and it is probably from our nature to get better, be more, and want more good. So when something predictable happens, it doesn't add more to our lives, it does the opposite.

I would just simulate in my head how things look for a normal person that looks at me - notice in his perspective how he may look at you and what acts that you do may be weird to him and maybe change some things about yourself so that you won't be that way - at least be aware to some degree of how others perceive you

you are pretty good - keep it up? but I would say those epiphanies are about dualism and not non-dual - those are very advanced ones and they gotta be connected to how the universe works in some ways. If you want to answer some questions sometimes cutting to the source is a very effective technique for example: what is truly red and blue? they are dualities of color but what is truly color? what is color? if you answer questions that are searching for the making of reality you will get much deeper epiphanies.

can confirm

1) if I were in your position I would debunk and understand deeply the root of every insecurity you have - it will help you understand your situation much better. Understand that there are things you can control and there are things you can't control - understand this deeply it will change how you view things 2) I would say no matter what porn you watch if you enjoy it then enjoy it - attraction isn't something you can easily control and there isn't very need for it too - how you react to things are things that you gotta take for your own hand, you are the one piloting this human body and nobody else will change how you think or react to things except you. there is no need to feel disgusting or bad about any situation, to be attracted to bad or good things is natural. 3) if masturbating affects you do bad things, all you need to do is change it - your fate is controlled by your own hands, how you act, behave and the habits you build are things that you can change always - all you gotta do is take the matter into your own hands, change what you don't about yourself, you are the only one that can change yourself - take responsibility.

I would say to be good the more aware you are the gooder you can be - with intelligence and awareness you can see more and deeper options and with the wisdom to back it up to do the gooder choice will make you a very very good man. most people can be very bad just because they are unaware of the suffering they give to other people or even themselves

the fact that you are alive means that there is to some extent favoritism, good and bad - if you think you are nondual rn and that you are experiencing everything and nothing you are just dreaming in the dream. In the grand scream of things you are god, but rn you are just clowning if you think that you aren't somehow limited rn. god is everything and nothing, and it is also someone who is limited that cant see that he is god - rn you are experiencing limitation that's all.

you will be fully awakened only when you will be everything, when there wont be nothing of you in any way - you can't experience everything, you can't ever be fully awakened because for that to happen there is a need for there to be nothing separated and the fact that something experiencing anything means that you aren't fully awakened

then how are you typing? you want to say to me rn you are not limited?

the only thing you can do with knowledge is to use it - there is no other way. you gain nothing from enlightenment other than experiences and knowledge which are the same thing. everything that can be known is knowledge.

Like Thought Art said I would recommend you to trust your own conclusions if you can really prove that things are another way than Leo said. if they are wrong it is very likely that in the future you will disprove them because in the end all paths of truth come to the same conclusion. if you want to really improve I would recommend you to watch spiral dynamics videos, it can be very helpful to know what to strive towards and at what level you are at. if you have doubts contemplate about them, if you can't come to a conclusion on the same day it's fine just remember to contemplate about them from time to time until your doubt is gone - in the path of spirituality confusion is a common feeling, it also means that you understand that you don't understand and that's already a big step in understanding the doubt that you have. every video from Leo, every knowledge you hear or gain in any way before you believe it prove if it's really true or false - in that way you can gain insights that you yourself made, just remember to question them too.

the fact that you can talk to me means that you are limited -> which means you are in a dream - in an illusion

I know that I'm god and I'm not god I know that, what I want you to realize is that you are still experiencing a dream rn and you can't just say you aren't because that is true because it's also true that you are in an allusion rn.

of course, in the view of reality, nothing new happens but for you? for you who is alluded things happen, enjoy it or whatever - rn you are experiencing something whether you like it or not. sometimes it's good to view in the view of god or reality or whatever perspective you want - it is still a fact that you want in some level you want to survive and good and bad for you is still determined in the dream for you. of course, we are both illusioned but we still experiencing the dream and that's a fact. in reality, it is true that we are not doing anything, there is no free will, there is and there is no god, good and bad and everything happens and doesn't happens that is true, but you rn are living - even if its false, for you rn the dream is real in some way and for as long as you are alluded "live" you will experience it - you will never be the whole because to be really not in a dream is to not be separated in any shape of form it means that the you will die. of course in a sense you are alive and not alive always but that's only in the perspective of god or reality or whatever you call it.

you are just mystifying things, you can call it whatever names you want - whatever you experience can be known and can be in fact knowledge. the way that you acquire knowledge helps you to obtain other knowledge that you wish to seek - it gives you the tools to see reality better and work with it.

but you are not god now are you, to be god is only one of the infinite things that happen and do not happen simultaneously. I do agree with you that you can view life as a game and you can transcend things but what fact is that you will remain partly human your whole life no matter what, at least until you can bend reality to some extent but that is a very high level and fate.

your whole system in life no matter what creature you are is determined by survival

awakening no, but you do have something with survival - your whole life, good and bad is determined by your brain which is determining what is bad or good in the perspective what helps you to survive

what i mean is that you want to improve - your whole motivation to awaken is driven from your survival, your survival wants to improve to survive better