Charlie Jensen

I’m posting this because I need to get it off my chest, even though I know many people would immediately dismiss it as insanity. For about 60–70 days, I went through what I can only describe as a spiritual experience involving an entity that called itself Giovanni. During this period, I also experienced what felt like “third-eye” visions — almost like videos — where famous people appeared to be talking directly to me. The experience was long, intense, and deeply unsettling. This entity often said malicious or manipulative things, sometimes in a way that felt like trolling or psychological games. I’m aware this all sounds unbelievable, but I have no reason to lie here. Making something like this up would be a complete waste of time, in my opinion. What made it even more disturbing is that the experience involved very personal details from my own life. At times, the entity told me false stories about things that supposedly happened to me(things like involving me being r*d by a woman, but I don't know if it's real or not, even though I have a memory of it and crying in class), and there were moments where it felt like my own voice and face was being “deepfaked” — I could hear my voice as if it were coming through these third-eye visions. I am aware that dreams could also be mixed up as memories, and I'm not sure if this entity put this memories inside my head or this thing(r**) happened to me in school and no one saw it. If it's real then the entity just want me to recalled it, but if it's not, then the entity is making fun of me since I did not got r*p*d at the school. During this experience, the entity also seemed to torture me. I felt very intense sensations in my stomach, and also felt like my belly button were being cut in a “spiritual” way. At times, it felt like my heart was being manipulated, almost as if chemicals like serotonin were being placed into it, it was painful to bear. I also experience this entity making me time travel 3 times and no one notice that I did.(so this entity has God-like powers, and this feels really unsettling since this entity also torture me sometime later after I experience it) What troubles me most is why this experience seemed to target me specifically. Why me? The entity referred to this whole experience as “purgatory,” which made it even more disturbing. My main fear is whether something like this could happen again after death. I also worry about whether this experience was unique to me — as if I were chosen to suffer or be punished indefinitely. I don’t know how to interpret any of this, and I’m sharing it here to hear other perspectives or similar experiences.

This is the type of behaviour that I was experiencing about this entity. His blasfemous claims and his dark sense of humour was pretty obnoxious and scary. Him saying that his IQ is like 70 and he eats feces. @SimpleGuy That experience was really overwhelmed because of the pain and it left me in the dark, like I don't know what comes next, will I experience more pain in the future and why did I experience pain? But the third eye experience was quite entertaining to say the least, but I wish the third eye was true, like, the movies that they(the famous people) were talking about were in production...

Have you experience jester thoughts while high on psychedelics? I never have. The experience that I have had jokes who are really devilish and evil and I never thought that before, and it was blasphemous, even though I love God. Really a disturbing experience.

What is your mental health situation? Currently none, but I had Generalized Anxiety Disorder and did have treatment for it, now I don't take any meds. Do you have any mental disorders? No. I don't. Have you been checked for mental disorders? Yes, but they pointed out a disorder that it's not even related to the symptoms that I did have in my spiritual experience. What is your age? 27 What triggered this experience? I woke up and began experiencing what I can only describe as “watching videos through my third eye.” It felt very literal—almost like picking up my phone and watching a video. The image appeared at roughly the size of a smartphone screen, around 6 inches, and had a similar visual clarity. Then I would sleep and wake up again just to see the same screen in my face, my first experience was 7 days non stop (I counted), then the other happend after some months then it take up 60-70 days roughly. Have you had any other spiritual experiences? I had multiple experiences like this. Most of them felt more like trolling, because the entities would say things that seemed silly or nonsensical. However, there was one moment that felt different. I experienced something like an entity taking control of my mouth and saying, “do chiropractic.” After that, I looked it up and actually booked a session. That experience felt helpful rather than mocking, and at the time I interpreted it as possibly being Jesus. Have you been doing any spiritual practices? No, I don't. Actually I was a Deist for the majority of time, I study a lot about the historical Jesus.. Does you family have a history of spiritual experiences? Unfortunately, they don’t share that perspective. They don’t seem to believe in spirits or any kind of spiritual awakening, and they’re also very skeptical about psychedelics.

It made me laugh sometimes, I saw and heard movie scripts of movies that doesn't exist, like movies from Star Wars Franchise. It was 60 days straight out of people talking about movies and series, it was like a podcast and videocast, it was enjoyable but the pain sometimes where unbearable and I was feeling nauseous sometimes. I saw a scene of The Chosen (tv series) that the characters were sharing a profound and cute moment, it was a scene Mary Magdalene(Elizabeth Tabish) and Matthew (Paras Patel), they were talking about grapes and forgetfulness, and for whatever reason it was Brazilian Dub, it made me cry a lot because they seemed pretty cute together. I also saw the ending scene of a movie sequel "Ruby Sparks 2", I saw Calvin (Paul Dano) grabbing an arm and the weapon failing and he realizing he is an imaginary person, and then the movie shows a guy sitting in a chair writing the character of "Calvin"(it's a plot twist, since Calvin thinks he's real). I also heard a dubbed voice of a person who has a funny and pleasant voice, maybe it's some real actor, but never got to voice Paul Dano. I'm curious about this particular voice because I already heard that voice before in some movie and wanted him to voice Paul Dano since I'm fond of the Brazilian Dub. The "third eye videos" told a lot of things but 90% it was just lie and people saying nonsense likes movies that doesn't even exist and I'm part of it. But I liked when the people in the "third eye" talked about some plots of movies like Star Wars starring Sebastian Sean and Elle Fanning, and I cry out loud when it is said that Luke killed some gray Jedi in the Gray Temple, it was a bunch of brazilian people really saying good plot movies.(I wonder why this entity show me this awesome stuff and didn't show it to other people) And also cry when someone in the "third eye" videos told me that Judas, the disciple of Jesus, was really lonely when he killed himself. And the pain and discomfort that was in my heart did go away. (I did have a pain in my heart, like some part of my heart was being grabbed by someonel, and it lasted 5-8 hours) Some famous people of a famous TV show The Noite said that I did sin when I robbed 1 colectible card of a friend at school.(that give me a lesson) I'm sorry, I'm brazilian and would want that the topic would be comprehensible to natives. It could not be schizophenia since it occurs through a long period, and now I do not experience this "third eye" anymore and don't heard anybody talking to me. I hope that this doesn't happen to me anymore because the pain is unbearable, but the "third eye experience" it's somewhat good and sometimes lighthearted.