@The Alchemist Yeah, i KISSED him, i have no intention to hide anything, as for i don't care of other people's judgments, won't help me on this.
I thaught about leaving him and told him this, but also I feel the need to invest more before quitting, I want to try to work it out for i would blame myself if i don't.. in spite of the shits in my head i really feel happy with him. And i still think concentrating on this would eventually remove my curiosities..
Maybe i'm bullshitting myself, and after a while i'll have the courage to let him go, or maybe i end up realising i worked it out.. don't know
