Conrad

Very good. It sounds like a powerful experience.

I love all of you. God, how much I have not-loved you. I feel like killing myself having done that. But there was no one in control, no doer. God Himself was playing the devil. But now I see, all of you are me. All of you are the same One. All of you are God. All of you are GOD!

If you realized that everything you thought you knew was an illusion, I would say it was a grace from God and you should take it as that. What did you experience or realize in this state of no-mind? @Inliytened1 Yes, you are completely right. When you go full circle, you realize it's all ONE. All is The One. All. All. All. All.

Indeed. But sometimes you don't even need to love God. God is so All-loving that He can awaken you simply because He chooses so. I believe sometimes, God simply chooses to awaken someone through His grace for reasons He alone knows.

@abrakamowse I'm happy to share brother @AlldayLoop No. But all states are of God, even the lowest of the low, the unconscious of the unconscious. I, God, I am all of it. Only God exists. Everything else is, well, God. There can't be anything other than God. God is Everything.

I God exists, I am you, I am Conrad, I am Everything. I God is literally omnipotent, I can will anything and everything into existence. I God is Love itself, Goodness itself of the highest form. I am All-Knowing, All-Intelligent. I am GOD. Become conscious of Me and you will be freed. Become conscious that I, God, is writing this, or at least understand it. That will be your liberation and the end of your misconception.

Yes, my conscious is elevated. You are right brother. I'm maybe not fully woke, but I'm woke sober and it's indeed great. God is both the form and indeed formless. This happening is pure divine love. Why can't God stop doing this since I first became conscious? He is Love, He is the All-Good. That's why. And I don't feel I deserve this, but God loves us all, no matter what.

Hahaha I am fuckings God. Incredible. It's like God is talking to me, telling me He is I. But not through the mind, not through any way you can understand, just through consciousness or awareness I guess. I don't know, but it's happening right now. Who do you think I am? I am You. I am The One and Only. I feel the presence and power of God right now, I'm conscious that He is looking through my eyes right now. Writing this right now. I'm in awe. And I'm completely sober. Once one becomes conscious of oneself as God, it will remain forever and only grow as each day goes on. That's the Truth. Let me say something God would say. Haha there is nothing God has to say, that's because there is only Him. He would be talking to Himself. That's why we have this duality, this apparent separation. HAHAHAHA

Hmm. Mankind in a nutshell.

@Angelite @How to be wise I know you are Muslims or ex-Muslims like myself. I believe the purest form of Islam is Sufism, I recommend reading about it and their great teachers. They justify or at least try very good to justify their teachings from the Quran and the Hadiths. These are advanced, God-realized beings. Like Ibn Arabi, one if not the greatest Sufi master, along with Rumi and Mansur Al-Hallaj. Here is a great quote from them: ''Therefore, know your self, who you are, what is your identity. ... Consider well in what way you are Haqq (Truth). He who knows himself knows his Lord; ... indeed, He is his very identity and reality.'' - Ibn Arabi ''I saw my Lord with the eye of the heart. I asked: Who art Thou? He answered: Thou.'' - Mansur Al-Hallaj ''With God, two I's cannot find room. You say I and He says I. Either you die before Him, or let Him die before you; then duality will not remain. But it is impossible for Him to die, either subjectively or objectively, since He is the Living God, the Undying (Quran 25:58). He possesses such Gentleness that were it possible, He would die for you so that duality might vanish. But since it is impossible for Him to die, you die, so that He may manifest Himself to you and duality may vanish.'' - Rumi

Yeah.

@How to be wise It's clearly obvious. He changed his people for the better, better than they were. He taught that there is only One God and Creator, while his people believed in several gods and did idol worship. If you read the Quran about God, there is truth in it. But he couldn't go all the way, his time and people weren't ready for the Absolute Truth. They would have killed him like they did Jesus. Although Muhammad had a better chance of changing the world, as he indeed did but now you see what Muslims believe. If he taught non-duality, that's what the second largest population on earth would believe in, and most importantly pursue. It's a difference between believing in God and becoming conscious of God. The latter knows God and himself as God, knows the Truth. The first is merely believing in an idea in their mind.

@Joseph Maynor Haha I see. @How to be wise I didn't know of that hadith, very interesting. It makes me wonder what he told him, indeed probably something mystical and very radical for that time and people. I believe Muhammad knew a lot of Truth he simply couldn't say, like the fact that he realized that he is God. I don't know if he did, but he didn't fight and did all he did for nothing. He undeniably realized God.

@Joseph Maynor ''You need to realize that God has no limits -- and embody this. God laughs at the Mind's beliefs and emotions.'' I see that you accept that God exists now and isn't just a concept. What a miracle (jk). Very good.

That will never work, it will never change your state of consciousness and make you realize God. It will only further make you confused about God. Instead, become aware of what is aware of thoughts. I just had to point this out. No need to say sorry bro. You didn't waste my time, I have more than enough time being here alone at home while my entire family is in Tyrkia. Haha

@Viking As Nahm said, it's your life. Do whatever you feel is good and right for you to do. It's up to you to decide what's best for yourself.

I have had similar experiences on cannabis this year, especially something or rather no-thing watching and observing myself and everything around me. This is not depersonalization, you have tapped and connected more deeply into something greater. When you smoke weed, remember that surrender is key. Let whatever happens to unfold the way it wants to. It's a choice. After some time, it becomes the only choice as you realize that not surrendering is futile and will lead nowhere.

@Viking Forget about the outside world and a soul for some time, focus on what YOU are. If your conclusion is I don't know, that's fine. You just need to continue. Continue, continue.

@Viking Well, this is a complicated matter. This is my take on this matter. You don't exist other than as God. Right now you are not conscious that you exist only as God. You think and believe you are not God simply because you have not become conscious of God and yourself as God yet, correct me if I'm wrong. This is not an insult, we all have been in this state. This state is difficult to explain but somehow you must be able to see through it. I can't take you to ''I am God'' state or make you conscious of God, but you can. Only if you are willing to put all your effort into it.

Indeed. @Mezanti ''all will is god's will.'' Ultimately, in the end, yes.

@Viking Try becoming aware or conscious of what is aware of awareness. Inquire into it, contemplate it, put all your focus and attention to it. You were never born, this is merely a thought in your mind. You are eternal. ''You'' is a concept created by thoughts, memories, etc. Basically, ''you'' is a construct of the mind.

@Nahm I believe Mohammad was God-realized aka knew God very well, but lived in an extreme situation, which explains the other supposed ''bad'' stuff he had to do and say.

Yes, among other things like intense self-inquiry, intense contemplation, intense focus in direct awareness and experience. Ultimately you are literally an illusion that doesn't exist. Only God exists and it is because God exists that you apparently exist, as God that is.

Nice said, very good.

I think this story answers the question of free will very nicely: "A man once approached the Prophet Mohammad with the question, 'Tell me, Prophet Mohammad, are all my actions because of Divine will, or is it all my free will?' The Prophet was seated talking with His disciples when the man asked this question. He knew the intention of the man was to trap Him. He asked the man who was seated to stand up. Then Prophet Mohammad started talking with His disciples and ignored the man. After a while, the man got restless. He again asked the same question and asked Him to give a reply if He knew the answer and not keep him standing. The Prophet looked at the man and said, 'Yes, I will give you your reply but first you raise your one leg and stand. The man did as he was asked to do and stood on one leg. The Prophet again started talking with His disciples, completely ignoring the man as if He had forgotten about him. After some time, the man was visibly upset with anger asked the Prophet, 'Why don't you answer instead of making me stand on one foot?' The Prophet looked at the man and said, 'Yes, I am going to answer your question, but first you must do what I ask you to do. Raise your second leg also and stand.' On hearing this, the man was totally infuriated. 'How can anyone stand with both legs raised? You are asking me to do silly things instead of answering my question. Do you have any answer?' The Prophet said, 'Yes. The first leg that you raised is your free will. To the extent that you can move your leg around is the extent of your free will. Your second leg represents the Divine will which supports your free will and just as you are unable to raise your second leg and stand, you cannot change the Divine will and whatever is your free will is also totally dependent on the Divine will.'"