Hello.  
	 
	I've been working out a lot for over 5 years.  
	 
	Then something happened in my life, i stopped and i started eating unhealthy foods and smoking for the past year or so. Am 25 btw.  
	 
	While i was 90 kg, now am 130kg with lots of fat.  
	 
	I really feel bad about myself and i compare my body to my old body and this makes me feel even worse cause i know i have to go through that pain all over again.  
	 
	I don't know where to start and where to find the motivation.  
	 
	When i start nutrition and i make a small mistake i beat myself so badly and i feel like the game is over and i start all over again getting more discouraged cause i didn't have the discipline to stick to eating healthy.  
	 
	Any advice is appreciated.  
	 
	Thanks.