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@samijibenYes, It Is posible especially in certain Christian Congregations like the Franciscan Friars or Capuchin Friars where there has been a greater number of saints.

@samijiben Conflict = Division

@samijiben God realization. That is my aim. But Jesús Is the Truth, the Way AND the Light for many of Us because he can lead Us faster and More permanent to God realization than Any other teaching. But one must have Good metaphysical and epistemic grounds. It Is a radical AND extreme Path though. It can be cringe because many Christians dont have a Good understanding of God and Non Duality. So many loose Interest and turn to Buddhism or Hinduism. But with proper Metaphysics, Christianity makes perfect sense.

@Leo Gura Thank you

@Leo GuraWell how did you get the discipline? I remember you usted to struggle with meditation. You mentioned discipline on an older blog post on why you didnt conclude an intensive. You said It was the most important characteristic of Spiritual Masters. But now you seen to have More of It. How?

@Leo Gura So the ways to acheive Mysticism aré: 1. Psychedelics 2. Hardcore weeklong meditation retreat 3. Kriya Yoga Leo, I dont have access to Psychedelics and I dont have the discipline to do Hardcore meditation retreat by myself (perhaps only Kriya Yoga) The only alternative to gain such discipline would be to lock myself up. Either on a clinic, monastery or seminar. But I cant do It the way you do It.

@SageModeAustin https://girardianlectionary.net/learn/girard-on-satan/

I hope you understand what you said, for It sounds like sarcasm, but Is actually true. Contemplate why. Jesus Christ is Lord and Savior. The Truth, the Way and the Light Why? Because he has Fred us. From what? From our drive for Prestige. Christ came to save Us from Worldly Prestige. Look everywhere, arent many posts (some of mine too) on this forum Prestige seeking, isnt what you learn on school 'Success', arent money and sex a constant competition? Academia, religión, science, mathematical, sports, art, business, AND even spirituality. Where do you not see a constant battle for Prestige? But Jesús saved Us not though magic but by giving Us the Best examples of a Life not motivated by Prestige. Humility. Prestige and Conflict aré VERY intertwined, if you want Peace, you must renaunce the source of all Human Conflict, Prestige. And why not find the greatest teacher you can learn that from?

Seeking It seems antithetical to Truth. But also Paramount to Human Survival.

Humility seems to me like the Hallmark of Sainthood. Saint Francis of Assisi Is a State Yellow Christian Saint and His life Is a bag of multiple Humility Tricks.

Thanks to all of you guys. I now am commited not to go to the Clinic. I am young AND arrogant and I understand now that Prestige and attention aré impermanent. It might work for a while, maybe years or even decades but eventually someone younger and smarter Will take my place and overthrow me, even if I make my own Clinic AND do things well. It Is a shorts term strategy trying to base my Life purpose on Prestige. If my intention was purely to help I would do It, but on examination, It Is contaminated by a desire for status AND deference. I Will follow the Franciscan Path. I am aware of the epistemic dangers of this Path which Is what I Will keep studying Actualized org in secret. Thank you all.

@Princess ArabiaYeah, but I second guessed myself. My family drives me nuts and I drive them nuts as well. I do need to make some serious choices to distancie myself from them.

What would be wisest? I Will pay attention to this poll and after 3 days, Will do what the majority votes for.

@Leo Gura Not you guys. I mean my family, the addicts on the halfway house and the medical, psychological and even spiritual community. Things just arent the same on 'society'

Catacumbialoba: the anxiety of making an important life decision soon and feeling no one can make It for you Examples: I have Catacumbialoba regarding wether I should be a Friar or a Sponsor. Oh, dont you impose Catacumbialoba on me, the deadline Is until November. Its important because It Is how im feeling right now :\

Which VERY much resembles a cult.... ....but can truly help people if done right. Spiritual Advice on Good leadership. Or Good teaching.

thanks you aré Amazing Leo, see you in a year. Bye.

Also lots AND lots of meditation hours daily. Ok, I will not have absolute Authority over the Clinic but Will be Staff who coordinates meetings who can easily become the most influential guy there.

I Will be using EEGs AND work there but the really fun part Is public speaking/coordinating meetings where you indoctrinate the patients into Truth with a capital T.

VERY nervous. But happy AND excited as well

A lot of responsability I havent taken for a while. I am nervous. Will be though at first.

This post isnt a joke, I am hitting the Road soon. If there was one shorts phrase or prayer to be repeated daily, @Leo Gura what would It be to massively transform the Clinic over Time? I Will work as Staff, so It Is a massive responsability.

Today Is the day. In 3 hours I Will go straight were my spiritual journey began. Here I had my first No Self realization and later my visión of God and The Kingdom. I Will lock myself up, merely for spiritual reasons, like a hardcore spiritual retreat, for 1 year. Farewell my friends AND last but not least @Leo Gura Any Super Importante Advice to remember AND TEACH this year I Will not have access to your videos or the forum?

Remember, these aré addicts AND many Will die but many can be saved.