Sashaj

How do you know this? Big statement!

Powerful! Haha

Link to method please?

Hi Everyone, no pressure on you all to answer this quickly but I’m kinda in the middle of an emotional upheaval and need your help ASAP J My question is how do I know that my insights are real? I mean the “good” ones, that sound similar to what I read about in books and in the forum I am having strong insights, powerful, but there is doubt. Am I fantasising? Is my ego playing a cunning game? I feel strong sensations in my body* and my communication has sharpened at work as well as other things happening; or is this a delusion?! *It feels like love. I am sensing this as “love” haha. But who is feelling this love? Does awareness know love and identify love? Or is my ego making up this feeling? AAHHH! J Ps apologies for the rough communication, I’m at work and I’m not supposed to be writing on a forum

Thanks Leo. This is helpful

What do you mean by being aware? Do you mean watching without judgement or expectation? Thanks

Thanks all the feeling is coming and going still. I have strong sexual energy in my ah groin now! It’s like orgasm but without the release in the same way. Apologies for the crudeness of my words

Thanks that does make sense but I am having trouble with trust of what I am going through Also that my communication is sloppy and this could be a problem I might take the advice of isolating myself for the moment and just being open and aware and accepting, atleast try Im also conscious that I am at work and I am being relied upon to do my work for today. I will need to figure out how to deal with that J haha

See above posts for case study in analysis paralysis haha

I feel like I blocked the process. I didn’t surrender. Back to normal till next time Thanks for listening

OKay thanks mate I will consider that

The enrgy has subsided a bit now. The realisation that all I wrote above was egotistical has brought ,me back to earth a bit haha

i Also realise that I still feel this idea of seperation

I feel like there is a breakthrough of sorts coming or it is in progress and the momentum is so strong that ego me cant stop it. Like I have stepped out the way and their a process unravelling and I have shit load of energy sensations coursing through me. BUT IT COULD BE DELUSION! HAHA

Why don’t you quit your job?

I think yellow but I don’t fit as neatly as some of the descriptions. Is there an online test I can take? Or can you guys and gals help me figure out where I sit in and what I need to work on move in the correct direction. Thanks

Another thought bubble from me try using it to your advantage. You have recognised a problem, now let the discontent motivate you to find a solution. What’s the solution for an ego problem like the one you have identified?

Sounds like you are a normal human being with all the normal faults that we all share. What exactly is the problem with that?

Sounds like anxiety and a kind of feedback loop. Don’t worry about it. Just let it be, don’t fight it. It’s good that you are analytical, it’s like a super power that many wish they had

@Artaemis thanks for analysing. I try to be honest in the presence of others. I have more work to do but I’m glad I am communicating well on a forum. I have a habit of trying to help others by playing devils advocate. Sometimes this is mistaken as ego to some folks! I also use emojis to keep the mood light

Thanks. I think I fall into a the yellow category

I hate medicine!

Is green really necessary? I would recommend skipping to yellow! Yellow has green elements in it anyway just more “matured” and real. I may be misunderstanding but I feel like green is not important and can actually be an ego trap. My green phase is the one I look back on as being wasteful and heavy ego with a fair bit of judgement. Misguided warrior vibes

As an example, how do you all know I’m not what I say I am? Maybe I am not. Maybe I am. How can you tell? Are you sure I am not yellow? Why? What would convince you? Can you help me figure out what colour I am? If not, who can? If I can t rely on my judgement then who do I rely on? A guru? Which one? If not a guru then who/what?

Yeah that’s normal