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All of that but mostly cannabis and genetically pre disposed mental health condition

I would suggest using the concentration of that smart and fast brain as a meditation tool

@Shin you are close. Who is it that wants it so bad? Who is the "you" feeling sorry for himself?

By the way, what a great question. So much meat on the bone for the aspirant to sink his or her teeth into. Like a fire-starter for questioning reality!

@Nexeternity The question is wacky. Day before, day after, biggest change haha

Anxiety and depression nah not really but have the same energy sensations in the body Peace, not really. Its more like I'm floating in a river struggling to breathe but then I remember that I am the river and that the struggling man is branch from a tree

The question is crazy is the answer Also because the gods made it like that

@winterknight If you could ask 3 questions to help you ascertain how much a particular seeker "gets it", what would they be?

I love the simplicity of the process but I feel like I’d be bored in 5 minutes with such a futile search for something that doesn’t exist!

@winterknight I have an urge to let go of all things but I have also a fear that it is too early. Like a nagging doubt that I haven’t developed my concentration deeply enough and if I let go too early there will be an incomplete awakening. Does this make any sense?

@winterknight Have you noticed differences between male and female for type of practice that works best

What is it? Can it be trusted? Or is it of the mind?

Ok thanks for clarifying Maybe best not to theorize then

Don’t take this personally; but I’m disgusted ive been down this path and leads to misery

So divine love is a bolt-on accessory?

Yeah. I feel that

Sounds pretty cool are they pre thought bubbles? Before we label them?

What! Why?!

Ah ok I get it now Your house, no issues from me sir But I’ll still drop a bit of magical excrement every now and then for the ripe ones if you don’t mind

Masturbate?

That claim is 40% true and 60% bullshit

I think I scored high on the Myers Briggs thing many years ago. I now wonder whether intuition is just thought stuff. Not sure if insights are real or another form of delusion

@Joseph Maynor but this is fun right? It’s a fun little game to play! All this online spirituality show haha. People on here are too serious sometimes, you included

Oh I see what you’re saying. All good But that stuff can come after the “enlightenment” that most people are here for. Right? Actually, I don’t know what most other people are here for!

You think that? Can you clarify?