Aspiraling Wizard

Multiple stage purple tribes in this stage green game but this is one of the juiciest examples. You can see a lot of what is most likely stage green romanticizing stage purple here as well that Leo has brought up.

Ok, I see more of what you're saying. It seemed like a redundant statement. To me, if someone's libido was that ferocious, they would have no choice but to run around looking for some tail. But how much of that glory have you REALLY seen? So many times I thought my awakenings were so deep, only to get pummeled by more or realize another facet of something that's bogging me down. How exactly are they a distraction again? With the pandemic your options are in a sense limited anyway so that sublimation could actually turn out to be a good thing. Sublimation can be great if done well. It just seems to me like there's some kind of shadow issue in your view on women. Do you sublimate those urges EVERY time? Personally I doubt it. Unless you're straight up yoga groin locking yourself, you're masturbating....I mean come on. I haven't had a girlfriend/ sex in a couple years and every time I've thought women were a distraction from other things(particularly "spiritual" things), it always came back in shadow work that I was in denial about how badly I wanted to fuck and also to connect. If you're interested in sexual yoga, I can point you to a book on it. I haven't gotten even halfway through it though but so far it's pretty good and it's helped me to reconcile sex and spirituality and heal sexual trauma/shame.

Dampened my motivation to satisfy the ferocity of my libido. Quite the contradiction there, my friend. I'm thinkin' you've got some shadow issues pertaining to relationships/sexuality and your awakening isn't as deep as you think it is. It's happened to me and I'm working through shadow stuff now. This is very typical Remember that sexuality and spirituality are FAR more connected than most people think. It's up to you to figure out how.

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Fats PUTIN. When Leo brought up Putin in the full Red video released last night, it reminded me of this. Somewhat healthy and at least at times functional mix of Red and Blue. What Trump wishes he was. Note the subtle and yet totally obvious chest puffing and display of complete dominance. @1:40, even Putin knows how important open mindedness is *wink wink*

It's ok that you hated it, that's a mostly natural reaction. Most survival agendas are in some way undermined significantly by Truth and Being. Keep going!

Allow yourself to become more and more open to experiencing these thoughts. That's the essence of shadow work and overcoming fear. All humans have aggressive even predatory drives. How would we have survived up to this point if these things didn't come built in? It's just that in modern society you don't have to hunt for your food if you don't want to and in most cases police deter and intercept the most common physical violent threats a good bit of the time. In the case of this woman, you were attracted to your own projections of what you were not yet strong enough to accept in yourself and you weren't conscious and/or educated enough to see that. You leave yourself massively exposed to manipulation from parasitic predators like this if you don't integrate and ultimately transcend this stuff and I'm speaking from too much personal experience in that regard. To compliment your shadow work, practice a martial art. Not something mostly outdated and overly traditional like karate. Something that would actually work in a real fight due to it's controlled brutality like Muay Thai, Boxing, Brazilian Jiu Jitsu or Krav Maga. Even though of course you aren't fighting for real, it's close enough and will also raise your self esteem.

You're not conscious enough to be conscious of and understand the things that Leo is symbolizing with words/language. Your argument is coming at least primarily from stage green with good intentions but every road to hell seems to be paved with them. I personally STILL struggle with relinquishing this Lord of the Flies/Che Gueverra/Watch Dogs mentality and fantasy that if enough people banded together and put people like Trump's head on a pike that every problem a person like that creates will be solved. Removing Trump from office with violence will make him into a martyr. "If you strike me down, I shall become more powerful than you can possibly imagine." And this isn't Obi Wan Kenobi we're talking about here. Actions of this nature are only for truly intractable dictators. The only way I personally see that Trump could maintain a truly Hitler like grip on America is if he stayed President past two terms. Even with as much collective growing as America has to do, we are almost certainly too developed to let something like this stand. Careful with the righteous collectivist stuff. It's the perfect smokescreen for the ego at both and individual and collective level. Social psychologists have done many studies on mob mentality, people in that kind of trance are for all intents and purposes behaving as though their intelligence/consciousness/critical thinking is cut down by half. I follow your stuff on youtube, Emerald. This type of thinking is ultimately beneath you and well within your ability to transcend given enough time and work if the level of quality of your videos on youtube is any indication.

Thank you

Get this idea of escaping negative karma out of your mind. It's only possible to RECTIFY the situation by performing in such a way over a sufficient period of time that your positive karma outweighs or dissolve your negative karma. From my understanding Kriya Yoga over a long period of time specifically targets the issue of negative karma and of course there are other ways but it's important to target the issue specifically with an advanced spiritual practice because otherwise ego/built up negative karma/habituated patterns are not gonna be able to help themselves. Ultimately positive and negative karma is a duality I'm creating.

Or you could call this a shallow Stage Turquoise meeting a deep Stage Turquoise.

Everything you mention is ultimately the ego desperately fighting to maintain homeostasis. But you probably want to do those things anyway. From my point of view it's a necessary step toward realizing the Ultimate and once you have done that stuff and really basked in it, you can go for hardcore spiritual practice with little to no regrets.

The best example of a Green band I can provide. Loved them for years when my dad showed them to me, listening to them now.

Stage Green meets Stage Turquoise! Or you could say a shallow Turquoise meets a deep Turquoise

Stage Green meets Stage Turquoise! Or you could say a shallow Turquoise meets a deep Turquoise

Though Paul Castle personally was almost certainly a mix of orange and blue, he exhibited deep and impactful systems thinking in his development of Center Axis Relock

Not only one of my favorite games but a great example of how green ideals can glom into cultish, collectivist mob mentality that, for all it's progressive ideals still had blinders on and committed actions that still had major aspects of Red and Orange in them. They made it so sexy that it was difficult for me to see this for awhile. Let me know if I've made any errors in judgement with posting this here.