Ego self- 0% free will- It feels obligated to do certain things. It has an illusion of free will.  True self-100% free will- It can surrender to life so it has lots of creative potential. It knows it creates its own reality.  Along my earlier journey, I felt like I "had" to do things. As my awareness rises I don't feel like that anymore. I realize that I created my whole reality.  We need money to put food on the table, but other than that, we can do whatever the fuck we want. Everything else is just a cultural construct. It's made up by people who want to protect their ego. We feel "have" to do things because we are affected by other egos. lmao