I've found that I get a bit entangled in theory. It's fine because it helps to open up my brain and learn more. However whenever it comes to practice I tend to slack. This is my biggest flaw so far.I really want to be an action machine. But I go limp. I'm trying to develop a stage Orange culture into me but I'm still far away from it.So I began watching motivational videos. It works for a while like 2-3 days and I'm getting into action after which I go limp again. It's like I try a lot but my tires are spinning in the mud. I am constantly seeking for something that should motivate me but I don't find it. No source of motivation is wholesome. I want something sustainable that will last beyond 4 days and get me going really strong in a direction without slumping or slacking.  I don't feel like I push myself hard enough. Even if I do I quickly reach inertia and slow down.