My Path To Truth

Shin
By Shin in Self-Actualization Journals,
Today I was kinda bored, after playing some video games, I was like, what the fuck I am going to do with my afternoon ? So I decided to go to my local forest, hiking a bit.   The first 15 minutes I started to shut down my mind, to have the less thoughts possible during the walk. After a while, I could sense the pre-thoughts coming, and most of my thoughts couldn't come up anymore. In the meantime I was enjoying the scenery, stopped at some point to admire the trees in their entirety.   And then, there was this tree which felt different from the others, I was fixing its trunk for like 10 seconds. I had this feeling that I wasn't separate from the tree at all, although there was at least 5 meters between us. I was seeing the scene by my own eyes, but it felt like the tree wasn't just a tree, but an integral part of me.   I had an idea popping in my head 5 minutes later, so I approach an another tree. I put my hands on it, and I tried to feel the void again, clearing any thoughts, even the thought that wants to supress the thoughts. My hand wasn't my hand, but A hand, and the tree, was equal to my hand at this moment !   Then I came back to the starting point of my walk, which consist of a park with some attractions for the kids, there is also some bunnies and sheeps. As I was walking through the park, every person and kids that I was seeing was just pure energy moving threw reality. It was as if everything was 1000% more alive than I sense it before. When I looked at people faces (or animals), their gazes felt like I was looking at me, threw their eyes !        
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