You've had your realization, great. Now stop crusading. "I am God, I am God, I am God" Yes, well, you certainly are that. Insofar as you incessantly communicate it and defend it, however, I question your authenticity. Truth cannot be proclaimed. You can only point fingers. These fingers are inherently not the absolute itself, at least from the perspective of the many people you communicate with. If you see finger pointing as a worthwhile endeavor, by all means, enjoy. But if you're going to dabble in the relative, be precise and sensitive to the perception of others. If you cannot do that, shut your mouth lest you usurp God.