Hi, I know that these two paradigms are driving me crazy right now. I’ve listened to the no free will video dozens of times and I’ve been sitting as much as I can ton contemplate. The section where Leo you talk about looking at your life as the movie watcher and not the director is beautiful. But on the other hand, my life is definitely not on its life purpose right now and my quality of life and standard of living have been on the decline for over a year now.  I need/want/am patiently waiting for when this movie fucking changes and I start to become the hero.