I don't think I'm special and I'm not into enlightenment.    Swami Vivekananda went around asking people "Have you seen God?" Most people were unable to answer that question except for Ramakrishna. He was searching for a true master and found him. It's not about proof, it's just what happened.  I'm not really seeking enlightenment. I'm just messing around because I have a lot of free time. I made a mistake in the past. I dropped out of college because I wanted to start a business. The business idea is not fruitful so I'll have to finish my degree and get a job. Eventually I'll leave this forum.