Last night I smoked N,N-DMT (Changa blend) for the first time of my life, had a wonderful expierience and felt like sharing. Pls apologize for my weak english grammer ^^
I have experience various psychodelics in the past, so this wasnt my first trip.
So my flatmates, a friend and me just finished watching a Jim Carry movie on Netfix and were chatting and figuring out what were bout to do next, as our friend surpris offered me to smoke some DMT with him (i guess he only offered it only to me cause he knew i am into psychodelics and the others not). I got excited (and a bit nervous), but of course I said yes
So we made ourselfes comfortable in my room, got some water and turned up backroundmusic. He loaded up the pipe and took a hit then passed it to me.
First I took some very small puffs just to test the potency of the blend. I hardly noticed anything, just some shift in awareness but could not point my finger on it yet. I loaded up another hit, smoked and passed it to him. This time I hit it a lot stronger, hold it in my lungs as long as possible and blew it out again as I struggled for air. Imediatly after exhaling i closed my eyes and vivid colours started to whirl in front of my inner eye, also slight patterns started to build themselfes out of nothing. My body started to feel very light and comfortable, I enjoyed this second hit. But also some strange stuff happend with my body. It started to twitch everywhere, it was kind of unconfortable. Quick I noticed that it only happened when i was lost in my own thoughts, as soon as i focused on my body itself the twitching stopped and I felt super relaxed again. 
We talked a bit about what we were experiencing and after 5 to 10 minutes he loaded the pipe for the 3rd time. Now I flet ready for a real hit. He smoked and passed it to me.
I lighted up and took 2 big hits of the pipe, layed down and hold my breath for like 15 seconds. With every second it felt like the DMT high loaded itself up, like a slingshot was stretched more and more till i exhaled and the slingshot catapulted me into fractale land a matter of seconds. First there were very bright yellow-orange collours swerling around. Then super high definition fractiles started to build themselfes in front of me. It was just so amazingly beautiful, I could not belive what i was seeing. My body at the same time felt like it was dissolved into nothing.
Then something quite remarkable happened. Deep red collour got mixed into the yellow fractiles and form the middle of my chest a feeling started to explode and rushed through my whole body. It was the feeling of pure love, every cell of my body was filled with it, every muscle relaxed to its fullest. I even felt my blotter relaxing and thought i would piss myself, luckily it did not happen hahaahah
But suddenly my ego starts to interfere and questions if I am even ready for such a deep experience. Doupts arrise about all kind of stuff. I immediatly felt the effects of the resitance, wich made me anxious and terrified for a second. I quickliy realised the stupidity of all the doupt and remebered to go with the expierience and got back to the wonderful trip. For a couple minutes I rested in in this state as it faded slowly.
I was totaly mindblown, one of the most beautiful expierences i ever had. Afterward I felt very connected to my friends and felt graditude. Also I felt, and still feel more connected to my "higher self", more authentic and calm. So there were no big insights  but it was totaly worth it.
We talked again bout the trip and half an hour later he left and I went to sleep.
Deffinitly going to try this again if I get some quality stuff. Thanks for reading, peace Here a picture of what my "love fractal" kind of looked like