Something strange was happening to me these last few days... I felt like the search was almost over. I have been searching for enlightenment these last few years. But over the last couple of days I felt like I was almost there. I felt it but I didn't believe it. I thought it was just my ego being stupid.  But something kept me searching very intensely these last few days. I was looking for enlightened people on the internet. I found this this list: 
http://www.poehm.com/en/list-of-enlightened-people/  I was looking for video's of those people talking. Yesterday, all I was doing was watching video's and reading this book:
https://www.amazon.com/Search-Talks-Ten-Bulls-Zen/dp/3893381163 I was watching video's of Sadhguru, Tolle, Mooji, Gangaji, Cairns, Leo and others. Then my mind became 100% quiet while watching this video: Then I watched this one: And then, at the end, I got it. What I was looking for was already there. It has been my entire life. I went back to the book, and I found out there were only a few pages left. 
Before, the words kinda made sense to me, but now, I got it all.
It was like reading a book about how to drive a car, while already having a drivers license.
When I listen to any enlightened person now, I feel like I truly understand everything their saying now. Over a year ago, I also got it, but it lasted only about half a second, while watching Leo's video about the Neti Neti Method: But now, it's still there. All the time. My mind is quiet. All the time. It's like i'm meditating all day long. It's marvelous.
The mind still creates thoughts and feelings, but they are so small compared to the presence of my true self... One could say that I am now enlightened, but it feels so silly to say that, because the truth is so ridiculously simple.
It's like all my life all I did was look around, and never look up. And then suddenly I notice the sky is there.
"Ohhh! The sky! I wasn't looking up to see the sky! Hey guys! I'm enlightened now! Because I can see the sky!"
It would feel like that. Now I also understand why words cannot describe it.
My best definition would be:
It is that, which cannot be found, because it's already there. That's it! My whole life feels upside down now. I was trying to grow my business, but it seems so silly now. I was meditating every day for half an hour and doing self-inquiry. But now I know who I am! And i'm in a meditative state all the time! Time will tell, all I know is that everything is going to be very different from now on. If anyone wants to know more feel free to ask.