I've been tapping into love more and more these past months during my trips but always thought to myself, does it really beat a good old orgasm But a few days ago I broke through and experienced levels of love I didn't know were possible, for a sec I feared I broke my (imaginary) brain or even reality, it was so so good and kept rising and rising, it felt timeless, I was like that's it this is heaven, I wondered if I "physically" died or something  It wasn't just pleasure but love, like God was loving the fuck out of me and vice versa, intelligent sentient love  At some point I was drooling as I forgot about my body and wondered if I'd even been breathing, completely raptured by this love I remembered Leo's talk about being afraid of Maha Samadhi during 5meo (becoming so conscious you lose your body and become love forever) because I myself got a little scared, I did feel like I was blissing out, my room was becoming more and more fluid and formless and the love just kept rising dissipating the fear and everything else, but yeah it got me shook as it was the first time. I definitely sense there is much more where that came from This recontextualized everything for me, afterwards I was like ok now I get it, jig's up, God is good, fear is bullshit and all part of the plan, I'm an infinite singularity of love As Leo said countless times