The Cost Of Understanding

By Leo Gura - July 13, 2026

“Leo, why do you say this or that with negative emotion?” Because I had to overcome a lot of human bullshit to reach it. If you had to deal with all gaslighting I had to deal with to realize what I realized, you would speak with emotion too. The emotion is not a mistake, it is a natural and proper reaction to all the human bullshit and gaslighting. But then they double-gaslight you about not being as civil and professional as they expect everyone to be. Fuck you. You have no idea what shit I went through to understand what I understand. I understand things no human understands. There was a real emotional cost paid to understand it. It isn’t free. Which is why no one understands it. You don’t understand the things I understand calmly. No fucking way. What you see in me is the natural, authentic reaction to the depth of what I understand. When you understand what I understood, I promise you will not do so calmly. I understand Reality so deeply that if a scientist experienced my level of understanding, he would run to the mental hospital and ask for anti-psychotic pills just to feel human again. I understood Reality so deeply that I stopped being human. This does not happen easily or calmly. There is a unique set of challenges that come with trying to teach things that humans don’t even understand exist. I understood Reality so deeply that I realized that a physical bullet through the head is imaginary. So excuse my incivility.

No professional will ever understand what I understood. That’s why I’m a bit unprofessional. I understood Reality so deeply that I became supernatural. That was not easy to do. There is no rule-book for how to do that.

With that said, I am still committed to being reasonably professional and civil. But I am not going to be entertaining human games when it comes to this work. This work is more serious than anything humans do. This work transcends decorum and norms.

Note: This is not a justification to be rude, this is just what happened to me. This is just my biography.

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