Actualized.org Awakening Retreat Coming

By Leo Gura - April 25, 2026

I will be hosting the first ever live, in-person Actualized.org Awakening Retreat in October 2026. (approximate date)

Here are the details:

Live, in-person instruction and guidance from Leo.
This is my most advanced set of teachings. 100% focused on God-Realization/Awakening. Powerful, unique, advanced things will be taught and realized. Your mind will be blown. You will become so conscious your eyes will crawl out of your head.
3 full days long. 6+ hours per day.
This is a chemical retreat. You will be using a powerful but 100% legal psychoactive chemical. If you do not want to use chemicals, do not attend. Chemical use is mandatory and core to the retreat. Theory will be given but kept to a minimum.
The chemical is 100% legal and non-toxic, an unscheduled & uncontrolled chemical, no shady grey-zone stuff. Does not fall under Federal Analogue Act. Everything we do is 100% legal in the state of Nevada. You will not be given any illegal drugs.
Chemical is administered via a custom protocol researched and pioneered by me. Protocol is clean, effortless, painless, and safe.
Purpose of the retreat: To create a profound God-Realization in you. You will reach super-human states of consciousness you never thought possible. You will understand God like never before.
This retreat is not about personal development. It’s about deconstructing the ego and becoming GOD. This is an existential, ontologically focused retreat. We are concerned with realizing that the entire world is a hallucination.
Group environment. You will be partnering and working with other attendees, helping each other in dyad form.
Capacity: 20 people max
You must be at least 24 years of age to attend. Your legal age will be verified against legal IDs.
Every attendee will be video-interviewed and screened by me for suitability to attend. You can only attend if I determine that you are mature and healthy enough.
Cost: $1700. This does not include your airfare, hotel, taxi, and meals. You must pay for travel, hotel, taxi, and meals on your own. You are responsible for scheduling all that.
I wanted to make this retreat affordable, but organizing it costs quite a bit of money and labor, so I cannot make it cheap. And in the future it may need to be more expensive. If I do higher capacity retreats in the future the price can be cheaper.
Location: Las Vegas
Date: Tentatively planned for October 2026, exact date not yet set. May change slightly. Will probably fall on the weekend: Sat, Sun, and either Fri or Mon.
I will hire private security to be on site to ensure physically safety of all attending.
Prior psychedelic experience is good but not required. You will not be doing heavy tripping. Dosing will be tightly regulated and moderated for safety.
You should consider your risk tolerance before signing up for this. There is always some inherent risk in using psychoactive chemicals and accessing radical, elevated states of consciousness. We will take precautions to minimize the risks and to create a safe environment, however, there is no guarantee of how your psyche will respond. If you do not want to accept responsibility for the risks of using psychoactive chemicals, do not sign up for this retreat. You should be okay with signing legal liability waivers to attend.
This is my first retreat so it will naturally be a bit experimental as I iron out all the kinks and develop this new format. Don’t sign up unless you are okay with the experimental nature of this first retreat. You can wait for future retreats if you want a more polished experience.
Do not sign up to this retreat just to meet me. This is a serious, hardcore retreat, not a socialization event or a meet-and-greet. If you attend this retreat you will be doing serious psychological and spiritual work.
If you struggle with mental illness, suicidal ideation, or mental instability, this retreat is not right for you. This retreat will destabilize your mind and sense of self, so consider carefully whether that is suitable for you. You need to be a relatively well-functioning, mature adult. You need to be able to control your emotions and behavior. People with unruly behavior will be tazered and kicked out of the retreat by security. You must be able to behave yourself and follow instructions and safety protocols.
Don’t spend your last dollars to attend this retreat. If you cannot afford it, wait and save up. I don’t want you to go broke from spending money on retreats. A retreat is a luxury thing. If you can’t afford it, you have something to look forward to saving for. Don’t go into debt to attend this retreat.
I expect many people to have Awakenings during this retreat, but this cannot be guaranteed for everyone since people respond differently to chemicals. No one chemical works for everyone. But this protocol is the most effective legal method I know of for generating Awakenings. No other legal retreat has this much potential for deep Awakening.
As far as I know, no such retreat has ever been held before. This is an innovative methodology developed by me to generate serious Awakenings within minutes. Most people will have profound mystical experiences.

How it works if you want to attend:

Send me an email to: , stating that you seriously want to attend.
I will respond, letting you know if a spot is still available.
I will email you a PayPal payment link for a $200 down-payment to reserve your spot.
After your payment is received, I will email you with a date for a Zoom video interview. During this interview I will determine if you are suitable to attend. If you are suitable, then I will email you with a payment link to pay the remaining cost of $1500. If you are legitimately not suitable, your $200 down-payment will be refunded. If you are a troll or using this Zoom call to waste my time, your down-payment will not be refunded. Serious people only please.
Once you have paid in full, your seat/attendance is finalized. In the months to come I will email you with further instructions, specific dates, times, location, etc.
Refund policy: Once you make full payment, your spot is reserved and refunds are not given unless you have special, unique extenuating circumstances that stop you from attending the retreat: like if you are seriously ill. Don’t expect a refund unless you have a very good reason for it. Changing your mind is not a good enough reason. You need to be 100% sure you will attend before making payment. If you catch a serious illness, I will give you a refund. Otherwise you must attend.
You need to make sure that you have at least 5 full free days for this retreat: 2 days for travel, and 3 days for the retreat itself. I will try to schedule the retreat dates to fall on the weekend, so you don’t need to take as many vacation days from work.
If for some rare reason I am incapacitated and unable to attend (like if I am seriously ill), full refunds will be issued to everyone.

This Oct 2026 retreat will only accept 20 people maximum. I expect these 20 spots to fill very quickly, so email me as soon as you can if you want in. If the spots are filled, I can put you on a wait list for a future retreat. I plan to be holding two such retreats per year in the future if things go well. So if you can’t attend on Oct 2026, don’t worry, you will probably have more opportunities in 2027 and 2028.

Note: Some details of this retreat may change in the weeks and months ahead as I fine-tune it. I’m still in the process of designing it. But the core methodology is set.

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