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PurpleTree

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~Just a journal with some ideas and insights~

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Would you rather?

 

Would you rather be good or free?

Would you rather be cool or free?

Would you rather be loved or free?

Would you rather be beautiful or free?

Would you rather be respected or free?

Would you rather be right or free?

Would you rather be the victim or be free?

Would you rather cling to a story or be free?

 

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~recently listening to some affirmations~

The voice, tempo and background music is important

 

 

 

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I was listening to a stream of this youtuber tiktok kid for the first time.

Don’t know much about him just that he’s problematic very animated and starts beef with all these local rappers and calls them out.

Similar to what Tekashi 69 was doing. Just self destructive, destructive in general, very animated but also a bit entertaining. 

Someone asked the kid why are you doing this? Why are you starting beef with all these rappers and even dangerous people like rockergangs. The tiktok kid said «  because i am a man who loves death more than life »

i found that interesting. It sounded a bit silly from this kid he has a lisp and all. Also he’s muslim so he probably comes from the frame of 13 virgins yadda yadda which imo is wrong and silly. But if you come from a frame of « oneness » this sentence could be interesting.

It’s also silly, why would you love death more than life? I don’t even know what death is and if it’s real. But i am scared of many things (well my body is) mostly social things

i sometimes like to think i’m not really scared of death, but when there are turbulences on a plane i tense up and feel the adrenaline.

but if you go through life with this frame of « i love death more than life » or « i love death as much as life » then how could you really be scared of anything?

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There is nothing

 

there is no healing

there is no hiding

there is no saving

there is no winning 

there is nothing to achieve

there is nowhere to go 

there is nothing to protect

there is nothing to do

there is nobody to defeat

there nobody to be angry at

there is  nobody to be attached to

there is no image to uphold 

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If all else fails, feel thankfulness for this this and that

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~this already is absolute freedom~

 

even the constrictions, anxieties and shame are

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~there’s no need to become anything~
 

~no need to change anything~
 

~nothing to add, nothing to take away~

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~i’m looking at this beautiful tree in the sunset light outside of this cafe while drinking a cacao and listening to this song on headphones and it feels so connected and peaceful, trees usually do it for me, hence the name~

 

 

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~All this is, is Magic~
 

~time isn‘t real~
 

i think this was too much vitamin k ?

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The ego is exhausting and exhausted from all this

 

fear, clinging, hoping, seeking, comparing, lack…

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i feel like my ego is suffering a lot because it wants that others see that i‘m suffering because of them, so that then they feel bad and give me what i want or that they then suffer because they did me „wrong“ 

 

but it‘s a horrible misguided strategy and has basically never worked aside from early childhood maybe.

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It‘s the absolute appearing as lover, enemy, dog, frustration, friend, anger, sadness, fear, constriction …

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What if there’s nothing to change?

 

nothing to change about myself

nothing to change about reality

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There is no control


 

there isn’t one who controls anything

nor anyone who could control anything

 

trying to control what can’t be controlled causes suffering but even that can’t be controlled 

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What about this moment isn’t good enough? Why is there resistance?

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It‘s not just that this is just a thought

it‘s that basically everything always has just been a thought

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