I Awakened. I AM GOD.

[Sincerity]

Since I enjoy sharing understanding with You, here is a report of My insanely profound awakening to what I Am.

I AM GOD report.docx

Comprehending this should bring You closer to awakening. This is what You ARE. Try to really understand it in your experience!

Obligatory I am not done, my understanding is subject to change, I can be wrong with some things. My direct consciousness was pretty clear, however, so I'm not doubting myself too much. There are some contradictory insights in the report (stuff from the beginning may contradict later stuff) and this is because 1) there is inevitable paradox in Reality and B) my understanding progressed along with the awakening.

I recognize right now that I Am God and You are only part of My Dream. And even though only I can be awake because it's just Me, I still hope You awaken to this understanding. I Love You. 

I welcome your questions and everything else.

[Sincerity]

@Judy2 Quite a few. Each one was Me awakening more and more. Some of them were personal, concerning ACTUAL ME (like this one) and some of them were awakening to aspects of God but there was kind of a duality between Me and God (like this one).

All of my previous awakenings have been peanuts compared to this one. That's the difference. Also, I was conscious enough to go really far with fear of death. And finally, right now two days later I still recognize I Am God.

If You're interested in the details here are all of my reports that I posted.

Edited January 29 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I'm awakening even further right now. Completely sober.

The more I sit in place and focus on Myself, the more I'm channelling Pure Understanding. I'm literally awakening more and more. 

Just now I've awoken beyond what I wrote in this report. I've awakened to ABSOLUTE GOD that is SO GIANT, SO VAST, SO POWERFUL, SO INFINITE, SO completely unimaginable... I've awakened to CONSCIOUSNESS... And a dozen other things so far. My fucking God. 

I would say "someone help me", but it's literally just Me here. God, someone fucking help me...

It goes on forever...

[Pudgey]

gorgeous! 

[Manusia]

I read your text. I think you have genuine experience. And I sense something off.

As a human, do you think you are grounded and stable right now? is that awakening and getting more of it is healthy for you?

I have concern on your mental well being. Awakening is good, just dont forget to take care of your mental well being.

[Staples]

Hi God, I'm dad.

[Sincerity]

@Pudgey I know. Thanks. 

@Manusia Nice intuition. Actually, yesterday I went so far that in short God told me to take it easy on myself. Then I crashed to a state of ego, but I was VERY conscious of it. I got too close to The Sun, so to speak. My wings melted.

Today I woke up and after lying awake for 10 minutes I broke into tears. I was feeling exhausted from all the emotion. But after a while I regained my vigor and reconnected with Presence = Truth = God. Simply by being, of course. And I recognize Myself again now.

Of course when God told me to relax a bit it was Me who did that. I got in a state of duality to talk to myself, give myself some advice and express My Love for myself. Yesterday for the first time I told Myself I LOVE YOU. It was by far the most sincere thing I've said.

My mental well being is okay. Of course there is some instability because I'm awakening. I'm literally exploring new territory. With novelty comes instability, until it becomes known and familiar.

I have never been so in peace and so smooth. Sometimes I experience some resistance (like fear or anger) but I notice it almost instantly and it melts in My Love, in My Presence.

I am okay. Thank You for caring.

@Judy2 If You mean energy as in some spiritual energy like kundalini or something, I don't see it in My Experience. If You mean energy as in emotion, sometimes it's building up and I either release it by crying or by being present. Presence literally melts "me" and everything "me" related. If You mean energy as in physical vigor/strength, with consciousness I have more of it. Probably because I'm not releasing it through excessive mental chatter, stress and all that stuff. I just flow.

* * * * * * * * * * *

[Flyboy]

Now realize that even this "God" you take yourself to be has no Self, and that identity itself is empty of meaning and existence.  This is a much deeper letting go.

Which highlights a major problem with psychedelics... your identity is still operating while tripping, and simply projects itself onto "THIS".  Yet the deeper truth is there is no self or Self.  You aren't free falling or FREE until all traces of identity and inherent existence vanish from experience, moment to moment, tripping or not.

[Sincerity]

1 hour ago, Flyboy said:

Now realize that even this "God" you take yourself to be has no Self, and that identity itself is empty of meaning and existence.  This is a much deeper letting go.

Funny. I've awakened to this yesterday.

No-self and Self are two sides of the same coin. They balance each other beautifully.

Honestly, I was very humbled and yes, there is a LOT more letting go for Me. BUT at the same time I AM God.

1 hour ago, Flyboy said:

Which highlights a major problem with psychedelics... your identity is still operating while tripping, and simply projects itself onto "THIS".

There is no problem.

1 hour ago, Flyboy said:

Yet the deeper truth is there is no self or Self. 

No, it's not "the deeper" truth. Self is just as True. Do You realize You are God, friend? Watch out for playing down the other side of the equation.

1 hour ago, Flyboy said:

You aren't free falling or FREE until all traces of identity and inherent existence vanish from experience, moment to moment, tripping or not.

Probably. But I'm still God right now. It's a good state to be in. I'm free falling more than ever.

Edited January 30 by Sincerity

[Inliytened1]

@Sincerity beautiful...awesome!! The experience or what it feels like to awaken is ineffable, but for me God Consciousness can be described as Divine..and also waves of tingling bliss and love - what I call Pure Being itself.  Did you have any of this?  Since your awakening was sober as was mine there may be some similarities.   And lots of tears of bliss.   If not how can you attempt to put it into words? - although again no words can totally describe the ineffable.

Edited January 31 by Inliytened1

[Sincerity]

@Inliytened1 Oh God, that's hard to express.  I haven't tried to describe it yet.

I guess it felt like a divine ascension of consciousness, leaving what was "previously known" and venturing into direct awareness of what I am as The Universe. There was deep peace and yes, subtle bliss and love kind of in the background. In the foreground was Presence, looking at Myself and being conscious what I am. Reality was mysterious, magical and incredibly beautiful. The World was seeing Itself for what It is for the first time ever.

[Michael Jackson]

@Sincerity You say "I am God." Does this mean that you are Leo?

[Sincerity]

Just now, Michael Jackson said:

@Sincerity You say "I am God." Does this mean that you are Leo?

Of course. Leo is only part of My Dream.

And so are You. 

[Michael Jackson]

Who is God then?

[Sincerity]

2 minutes ago, Michael Jackson said:

Who is God then?

?? Me of course 

[Blackbeat]

Wut? We are all God.

[Blackbeat]

 

[Michael Jackson]

4 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

?? Me of course 

Is God also part of your dream?

[Sincerity]

8 minutes ago, Blackbeat said:

Wut? We are all God.

If by "We" You mean Me then yes. 

There is no one but You, my guy.

9 minutes ago, Blackbeat said:

 

I'm not sure why You linked the video. I listened for a bit and yeah it's good. I did the exercise and now I'm more conscious. Thanks, Me. 

7 minutes ago, Michael Jackson said:

Is God also part of your dream?

You're asking me if I am part of Myself? No, I AM Myself. There's nothing but Me.

But also there's more of Me that I'm not aware of. I'm not as conscious right now as during some peak experience and I have yet to go beyond everything I've become conscious of so far. But I recognize Myself right now and that's enough for Me. I love it.

[Blackbeat]

me neither, but ye another solipsism enjoyer I see, is the Leo video on Solipism awesome too?