This guy is either mad or a genius

[Twentyfirst]

So I stumbled upon an old channel. I guess the creator ended up deleting himself. But I watched some videos and he seems to be a calculus guy who went deep down the rabbit hole and he says things that enlightened people say but from a different angle or something. Not sure if this is the right section of the forum but here it is 

 

              

 

 

Edited January 11 by Twentyfirst

[Michael Jackson]

This guy killed himself.

He had brilliant intellect.

[integral]

Maybe this is the downside of not being part of a community, he was on his own and it led to solipsistic depression (assumptions without borders). 

[Michael Jackson]

8 minutes ago, integral said:

he was on his own and it led to solipsistic depression (assumptions without borders). 

wtf you have no idea about him being "on his own." Also no reason to assume he was depressed right??

[integral]

@Michael Jackson True so whats the story? How did he die?

[Carl-Richard]

7 minutes ago, integral said:

@Michael Jackson True so whats the story? How did he die?

According to some person in the comment section: suicide. In his last video, he said he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and he was very manic in that video. You can feel the chaotic energy.

Edited January 11 by Carl-Richard

[zurew]

10 hours ago, integral said:

How did he die?

https://www.lakemchenryscanner.com/2020/04/16/missing-waukegan-man-found-dead-in-lake-michigan/

If you are interested in more of his background, I think these were his two websites: http://web.archive.org/web/20201124090443/https://vitrifyher.com , https://soigne2718.wixsite.com/seele

Edited January 12 by zurew

[zurew]

9 hours ago, Michael Jackson said:

Also no reason to assume he was depressed right??

According to his mother ,this guy was depressed.

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“I fear that he could’ve thrown himself in the lake, he suffered from depression, but the police were no longer able to help or send divers into the lake,” said the man’s mother, Maria Montano, at the time of his disappearance.

 

[Twentyfirst]

Yeah its sad

His videos blow my mind though he talks about unity and eternity in a way I never heard it described before and he knew about raw awareness being the highest "experience you" can have and he knows that the self and others and death are all illusions.

 

[Eternal Unity]

I vote genius

[WelcometoReality]

In the description of the talking to no one video

"I was diagnosed with acute psychosis and Dr. Miller thinks I probably have some kind of bipolar disorder. This just adds another reason to hate myself. I look forward to dying ASAP. Also boosts the case for my personal vow to anti-natalism. I knew my genes were bad but not this bad."

Pretty sad. With the right guidance he might have made it through.

[Eternal Unity]

@Michael Jackson What a waste...

[Hojo]

@integral its the downside of being too intelligent. He was probably dealing with this inside his mind non stop and he came to a final hypothesis. When he made sure there was nothing left to figure out he has to test it or go insane.

Edited January 15 by Hojo