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Watching porn on 5Meo

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4 hours ago, Thought Art said:

@Breakingthewall Nah, Orgasm is closed to God bruh 

Wishing people would stop demonizing sex as not Godly! 
 

Religion and it’s priests have told you lies to your eyes

He didn't demonize anything you are clearly biased and ignorant.

Porn fuck up  your nervous system (if you jerked off) and your dopamine levels just go fucking do your research bruh.

You must know how to use orgasm to progress spiritualy sadguru talks about it. it's not just jerking off.

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5 hours ago, Thought Art said:

@Breakingthewall Nah, Orgasm is closed to God bruh 

Wishing people would stop demonizing sex as not Godly! 
 

Religion and it’s priests have told you lies to your eyes

Could be, everytime I have done 5 meo, after felt a very strong impulse of sex. what I said above was an interpretation that can be wrong

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I'm insecure, but I'm gonna say it anyway, because it's degenerative to believe anything posted in this forum.

 

You are not having sex with anybody by taking a drug. You're just lost in the dream.

 

When I was younger, I used to take acid and then masturbate in bed because I couldn't sleep. So I would get a quick one out. And I still couldn't sleep. So I went again. It turned to this nasty cycle, 6 times in the same trip. Believe me, erectile vasoconstriction from acid and after 6 ejaculations feels like spirits are biting your inner tube. 

And I still did this over and over on other trips.

_)_)_

It took me a while to get over how much cyber presence I received ogling at specific women. It's really a step backwards to appreciate masturbation on drugs. 

 

Once I began integrating these psychedelic experiences, I profoundly realized that Puja (devotional worship) is not exclusive to gods or saints or holy symbols.

 

One can conceivably fill their imagination with any idols or waste of time persons they want. And you actually can peak into their existence on that plane. You can figure out their sense of consciousness, their relatability, their persona, etc.

 

That's infinite consciousness. In a way I don't want to know if people listen to the pornstars' voices in their heads when they watch.

 

But eventually --and not out of fear-- it's the Heart that craves the holier images and presences. Just because it can.
 


we are literally God's name, continuously pronouncing.

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Anyway, one thing is sex and another is porn. porn is a fake substitute for sex which in my opinion is quite toxic. Usually it's two actors faking an act that should be something authentic. It would never occur to me to watch porn with psychedelics. masturbate yes, with mushrooms for example, but it's pure, perfect sex, with myself, without staining with porn

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5 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

Anyway, one thing is sex and another is porn. porn is a fake substitute for sex which in my opinion is quite toxic. Usually it's two actors faking an act that should be something authentic. It would never occur to me to watch porn with psychedelics. masturbate yes, with mushrooms for example, but it's pure, perfect sex, with myself, without staining with porn

Yeah, porn absolutely fucked up my dopamine system and the way I perceive women. Moreover real women are not as attractive to me as porn. Sex is also not as rewarding as porn. 
But from the ultimate perspective there is nothing wrong with porn or with anything I do as god,  because whatever I do is just an illusion, I’m imagining doing something. The truth is that I just am and nothing will change it. 

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This ultimate perspective sounds almost like the bullshit you've always known, even before spirituality. It's got to be some sort of primordial level of bullshit. It precedes *being itself* to bullshit this deeply. Very intriguing.

 

Imagine if you could just bullshit your way through spirituality by taking drugs and jerking off and telling other people about the realization of it. Just imagine if it could be possible. Because it just could be and nothing might change it.

 

If I was God, and I was accountable as God and God alone, being accountable would just be an illusion! Then I wouldn't have to be accountable! But I would still get to be God, of course, just not with the things that I don't want. It's an illusion, the things I don't want and only those. That's just the way I would be and nothing would alter the course of my behavior.

 

That's spiritual.

 

Right?? As if you don't know. ;)


we are literally God's name, continuously pronouncing.

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@Vlad_оп-па, Владислав! А почему не на Донбасе? Хватит на прозападных форумах дрянь наркотическую обсуждать.  У меня повесточка для Вас, пройдемте...

 

 

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@Buddha killa In this forum, we communicate in english. If you have a message for him, you can write him a personal message.

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4 hours ago, Buddha killa said:

@Vlad_оп-па, Владислав! А почему не на Донбасе? Хватит на прозападных форумах дрянь наркотическую обсуждать.  У меня повесточка для Вас, пройдемте...

 

 

hahhaha man, you can send it to me via email :D

 

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