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[Lila9]

@Something Funny

I love their quirkiness <3 

I'm non officially married to music. 

[Lila9]

Innocence.

Such a beautiful word.

I love to see something innocent in people. In myself.

I love to notice innocent things I see on a daily basis. It's a reminder for me that no matter how cynical and pretensions the world may seem, the core of our existence, of universe, is innocence. 

Like the little bird I've seen two days ago, in an area full of many cars, noice, pollution, full of angry, misrable, hurrying, stressed people. 

There was a little bird collecting what seemed like a food, she looked so fragile, so tiny and helpless, so innocent... As opposed to everything around her. A tiny bird in her tiny world eating her tiny food. 

I believe that my core is very innocent and soft. Very feminine. In my culture it's a weakness. I fought for years, with myself to beaten up this sensitivity and softness out of me.

But now I realize that I'm no one without it, and life is boring, meaningless without it, with the self denial that I'm tough and know it all. Because I'm not. And that's fine.

Edited March 25 by Lila9

[Something Funny]

@Lila9 I am glad you liked it, I was worried you will find it too weird. 

[Lila9]

@Something Funny

I love odd, strange, weird stuff, I'm attracted to those things since a very young age, maybe because I find it more exciting, maybe because it feels more real. I also think that everyone is what society would see as 'weirdo' inside, but most people are just too good at hiding it.

What I'm really trying to say here is: feel free to share

[Something Funny]

15 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

I also think that everyone is what society would see as 'weirdo' inside, but most people are just too good at hiding it.

Каким бы умным ни казался человек,
Каким бы славным ни давал он жизнь идеям!
Но все же в полном одиночестве во век,
Он был и будет шалуном и прохиндяем!

This one is actually kind of uplifting and meaningful imo. I like the idea of laughing in the face of hardships, sadness depression ,etc.

Robin's flashback from One Piece comes to mind as well. It explores a similar theme

 

25 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

What I'm really trying to say here is: feel free to share

Thank you

[Lila9]

36 minutes ago, Something Funny said:

This one is actually kind of uplifting and meaningful imo. I like the idea of laughing in the face of hardships, sadness depression ,etc.

Humor makes life so much eaiser.

36 minutes ago, Something Funny said:

Robin's flashback from One Piece comes to mind as well. It explores a similar theme

 

Lol his laughter. I remembered that from this show, I love Luffy's character mainly because he doesn't take things too seriously in life.

[Something Funny]

@Lila9 wow, you watched One Piece, that's cool )

There hasn't been a single piece of media, whether a movie, tv show, anime, or a book, that has made me cry more than One Piece, lol.

3 hours ago, Lila9 said:

I love Luffy's character mainly because he doesn't take things too seriously in life.

I know what you mean. But on the other side, he takes things that actually matter very seriously. It's a really nice dynamic in my opinion.

[Lila9]

@Something Funny

I was a little girl when I watched it, and I don't remember much about the plot. I remember how it made me feel, mainly inspired but also feeling envious of not having the freedom it seemed for me at that time, boys had.

What do you like the most about this show?

[Something Funny]

16 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

What do you like the most about this show?

You know, one piece can be really childish at times, have dumb jokes, and annoying fan service, especially in the anime. But then there are also lots of really powerful moments. Some really epic and inspiring, some heartwrenching. As I said, almost in every arc there was something that has made me tear up.

I also like how characters in One Piece are really noble in a certain sense and have strong principles/values that they follow and are willing to die for. This was really inspiring for me when I watched it back in the day.

Also world building and character designs are really cool and unique in my opinion.

37 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

feeling envious of not having the freedom it seemed for me at that time, boys had.

Do you mean in the show or in life in general?

[Lila9]

15 hours ago, Something Funny said:

Also world building and character designs are really cool and unique in my opinion.

Totally

15 hours ago, Something Funny said:

Do you mean in the show or in life in general?

In life in general. And for me as a child there were no difference between boys in anime and boys irl, they were the same for me lol

[Something Funny]

I've watched the guy who killed 30+ people, I've watched the bank robbery, I've watched "Don't fuck with cats", but this one is the most insane thing ever:

It has shaken me so much. I just can't believe how it's possible to do something like this.

When he said that his wife killed the kids I believed him because I just couldn't put it in my head how he could possibly do such an insane thing. I just don't know...

And the way how he has acted throughout the whole movie, pretending to be innocent. I just don't understand how the fuck something like this is possible. You would have to be a 100% cold blooded psychopath to pull this shit off. And the crazy thing is that he didn't look like a cold blooded psychopath at all...

He looked petty, little, and insincere. But he didn't look like a fucking psychopath. I just don't understand how it is possible. 

And it's not like he had done it in rage or something. He just woke up and decided to kill her, and then drew the kids, still alive, and dumped them into the oil well...

It's like he has gone completely insane over night. There is no logic or reason. Like why would he do that? What did he think was gonna happen? Like literally, it feels like some alien parasite worm got into his brain while he slept, and he turned crazy.

WTF...

Edit:

I ended up calling my sister because I just had to talk with someone about it

Edited March 26 by Something Funny

[Lila9]

@Something Funny

IKR?

And he did that in order to start a new life with a new woman. He could have ask to get divorced or something. Yes, divorce is hard but it's much better than killing your familiy, the mother of your children, your children (!!) And in such a way!!

It was so bold of him to assume that he just will randomly start a new life with a new woman and no one will suspect or wonder about his wife and children. He thought that he can deceive everyone.

Edited March 26 by Lila9

[Something Funny]

26 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

It was so bold of him to assume that he just will randomly start a new life with a new woman and no one will suspect or wonder about his wife and children. He thought that he can deceive everyone

I can't believe that he could come to a conclusion that something like this could ever be possible without being completely deranged, off the rails, insane.

And this is the craziest part he didn't look insane to me at all...

Luka Magnotta, The bank robbery guys, and the clown guy all seemed visibly insane. Like you could tell that there is something wrong with them from the beginning.

This guy, looked 100% normal...

***

And those poor girls. They were so sweet and beautiful. How could you ever lay so much as a finger on them? I can't believe he actually had the guts to hurt them.

Edited March 26 by Something Funny

[Lila9]

Yes he looks like a normal husband/father. Normal person. It's even scarier to think about that someone who looks harmless can be a psychopath. With people who do look crazy at least you know what to expect. 

16 hours ago, Something Funny said:

And those poor girls. They were so sweet and beautiful. How could you ever lay so much as a finger on them? I can't believe he actually had the guts to hurt them.

They loved and trusted their dad until their last moments. So pure, innocent and vulnarble, unaware that they were at the mercy of a psychopath. He betrayed his girls in the most horrible way imaginable. 

[Something Funny]

 

35 minutes ago, Lila9 said:

They loved and trusted their dad until their last moments. So pure, innocent and vulnarble, unaware that they were at the mercy of a psychopath. He betrayed his girls in the most horrible way imaginable. 

Yes. Betraying your kids like that is one of the worst things you could do in life. It's just mindblowing how he had guts to do something like that...

Вот бы взять всё дерьмо на планете —

И смыть в большом туалете.

...

Вот бы взять и всё зло в этом мире —

Смыть в огромном сортире.

 

[Lila9]

11 hours ago, Something Funny said:

Вот бы взять всё дерьмо на планете —

И смыть в большом туалете.

...

Вот бы взять и всё зло в этом мире —

Смыть в огромном сортире.

So be it.

[Lila9]

The world continues as usual, same usual shit, you know.

And I'm here, slowly dying from this perfection.

[Lila9]

Thank you mother nature for blessing me with bleeding vulva.

Once a month.

Thank you for creating me with vagina and not with penis. Or thank you for creating me with yoni and not with lingam.

Thank you for my breast, even though it's swollen and hurts in my periods.

Thank you for being born into the beautiful and strong gender. 

I'm proud to be a woman, I'm gratful for being a woman, even though it sucks sometimes, I love to be a woman and fuck all the women haters in the world.

 

[Something Funny]

@Lila9 where is your profile pic from?

[Lila9]

@Something Funny

From Pinterest. Do you like it?