Blackhawk

Bad trip on LSD

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I guess I'm finally desperate enough to take a psychedelic again. Earlier trips with other psychedelics have been very bad.

Something needs to change in my life, or my understanding of the Truth, that's why I want to take it.

The stuff he sells is liquid LSD dropped on sugar cubes. 130 µg per cube. Is that good?

I wont have a trip sitter because I don't know anyone. Maybe I could have a online trip sitter?

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Well, I will probably trip in my loneliness tomorrow. Thanks for all the support guys, not.

Any music recommendations?

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8 hours ago, Blackhawk said:

130 µg per cube. Is that good?

Never taken cubes before but assuming they're similar to tabs, should be fine.

14 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

Any music recommendations?

Someone recommended Tycho to me for my last trip and it was pretty good. Honestly, just listen to the music you normally like, acid makes it way better

Wish you the best :) 

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8 hours ago, Blackhawk said:

130 µg per cube. Is that good?

Yeah that should be fine. 

44 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

Any music recommendations?

The Grateful Dead ;)

for example: https://open.spotify.com/album/1E4MXxSYoAMN5qpy1y6aBm?si=ltHVNNk9RlyadaZGvmnfLg

before the trip set your intention, best write it down like this:

Intention: Healing 

other than that just lay down and let it work on you, try to let go in every moment 

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My intention will be: the Truth about reality.

My plan is to put a sugar cube on my tongue, let it melt, and then swallow it. Is that the optimal way to do it?

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1 hour ago, Blackhawk said:

Any music recommendations?

Pink Floyd - The Dark Side Of The Moon

This album can act like a tripping guide for me personally, brings you through a big palette of experience, pushes you and comforts you at the same time. Freaking awesome...

Other than that I would say that let your feeling guide you to music choice. Music in headphones and speakers can both be amazing. I like to listen in headphones and lie on my bed, it can be a very intimate and pure moment with myself. You can just follow your feeling for what you feel like listening to, LSD has a tendency to "help" you select the best song for the moment a lot of the time.

LSD can show you the love for yourself that you really are, the pure self acceptance. It can show you a lot of insightful things and help you see things from new perspectives. Good luck and all the love :).

 

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3 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

My intention will be: the Truth about reality.

My plan is to put a sugar cube on my tongue, let it melt, and then swallow it. Is that the optimal way to do it?

I would let it melt and sit in my mouth for 5-10 minutes before swallowing personally but swallowing it should work too.

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9 hours ago, Blackhawk said:

I guess I'm finally desperate enough to take a psychedelic again. Earlier trips with other psychedelics have been very bad.

Are you feeling stable enough to do this? Just checking:)

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Okay thanks.

4 minutes ago, Judy2 said:

Are you feeling stable enough to do this? Just checking:)

I don't know. But I might never be more stable than this. I have naturally bad nerves and are afraid+nervous about everything.

Maybe scented candle also helps with improving the mood? But of course it will be on a safe place and not right next to me.

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@Blackhawk yeah a candle can be nice, but a few hours in you might forget that you lit it because you're so absorbed in other matters. So make sure to put it in a safe place where it won't fall or anything.

In terms of mood it may contribute to a nice atmosphere, but it won't save you from a bad trip.

I'd say if you're relaxed, open, and "willing to surrender" when you start your trip, everything should go fine:)

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49 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

My intention will be: the Truth about reality.

What about something a bit more practical?


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

 

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3 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

What about something a bit more practical?

But.. I want to know the Truth. I'm willing to suffer for Truth. I can't let anything come before Truth.

But if this trip will be bad, then maybe I can trip again, but then with the intention that I just want to be more happy.

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14 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

I want to know the Truth.

I just want to be more happy.

😊


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

 

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@Blackhawk Yes, your intention should be what you want most in that moment, so you can't fake it. If you want the truth then go for it, it will also be very healing when you recognize it.

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Okay.

About 5 hours left until I trip. I'm nervous.

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There's a high risk that I will write stupid crazy delusional stuff here during the trip. Sorry in advance about that. It's not really something which I can control when my mind is fucked up.

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15 hours ago, Blackhawk said:

Any music recommendations?

I love Ajeet Kaur while tripping, but the best recommendation would be to listen to what you like most.

Also it is better to take music that is not too agressive and music without too much text is preferable.


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hi:)

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@Blackhawk You are not supposed to post on the forum while tripping. Unless you really need help i guess.

Maybe you can take notes for yourself and then come here after the trip and tell us how it went. 

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4 hours ago, acidgoofy said:

@Blackhawk Yes, your intention should be what you want most in that moment, so you can't fake it. If you want the truth then go for it, it will also be very healing when you recognize it.

It would be nice if we were that transparent to ourself :)


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

 

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1 hour ago, Carl-Richard said:

It would be nice if we were that transparent to ourself :)

Well yes, there is always something hidden, but it will come out when you go for the obvious, imo.

@Blackhawk better don’t use the internet until the peak is over, it will disturb the trip. 

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3 hours ago, JoeVolcano said:

If past trips have been bad, might consider putting on some very calming, soothing, relaxing music, starting some time in advance of the actual trip to get your needles in the green. Maybe like this for example:

https://www.youtube.com/c/relaxdaily/playlists

Cheers

Thanks.

2 hours ago, Michael Jackson said:

I love Ajeet Kaur while tripping, but the best recommendation would be to listen to what you like most.

Also it is better to take music that is not too agressive and music without too much text is preferable.

Okay.

2 hours ago, Judy2 said:

@Blackhawk You are not supposed to post on the forum while tripping. Unless you really need help i guess.

Maybe you can take notes for yourself and then come here after the trip and tell us how it went. 

 

10 minutes ago, acidgoofy said:

 

@Blackhawk better don’t use the internet until the peak is over, it will disturb the trip. 

I know. But I think tripping makes me crazy, so I can do any kind of stupid stuff.

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