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March 7

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I'm unable to follow the old format. 

 


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So today is March 7 and I don't want to put an end date on my journal.

I just want to keep tracking as long as I want. 

All my thoughts, emotions and actions and insights are going to be here. 

This liberates me from a time constraint. 

 


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I want to see this woman's smile everyday. It's kinda uplifting. She looks like a cool mother figure to me. 

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I'm so fed up with bias. 

 


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I kinda slept off but I don't feel okay after waking up. 

I have to keep writing my updates here. 

 


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I realize that I need to cultivate love in my life. 

A thousand doors will open. That's what I thought as a child. 

The last door will open to heaven. 

Everything in this world is a distraction from the "true path." 

The true path is in worship. 

The truth path is in faith and complete surrender. 

For your faith, God has rewards ready like healing, love, freedom from suffering, protection, guidance, comfort in the afterlife, hope, health, peace, equilibrium, provision, care, and support. 

The key to these rewards is faith and worship. Trust is what God seeks. Rewards is what we see. 

So basically it's a covenant relationship. 

The relationship and its rewards continue until eternity and we are blessed. 

God never forsakes us. 

There's a spiritual component to religion too. Don't do wrong and always be moral and aligned to your conscience. This aligns a lot with the way the Jewish faith works pretty much. It focuses on moral behavior. 

 

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My husband @Marcelhelps me so much, he is the best in the world.

 


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Today feels like a good day. 

 

 


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2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

My husband @Marcelhelps me so much, he is the best in the world.

 

*Feels honoured ?

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I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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I don't know why I'm liking these songs

 

 

 


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A new morning. 

 

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1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

By doing the following 

  • Read read read. Lots of information that we never bother to read 
  • Learn from past mistakes 
  • Ask ask ask. Be skeptical and critical and don't take things at face value. Like if someone told me that they are going to help me, don't blindly believe it. Don't blindly believe anything. 
  • Test test test. Test your ideas and beliefs in reality. Is reality aligned to what you think of it? Is your lover a lover or a backstabber? 
  • Think think think. Think about whatever is going on. Sit and analyze as much as possible to understand the situation through and through. 
  • Don't use too much emotion
  • Judge Judge Judge. Learn to judge a Situation/person fairly and correctly. Do not be lazy. Don't take anything for granted. 
  • Learn from other's experiences and mistakes 
  • Get all sorts of experiences in life. Explore. Sitting in a house doesn't improve intelligence 
  • Learn to challenge your own beliefs and biases. But don't go overboard 
  • Be honest with yourself and never be in denial. Critical thinking. Come out of bubble 
  • Set boundaries to bullshit. 
  • Don't live in lala land. Most important 
  • Don't put too much trust. It is dangerous. 
  • Learn to develop foresight. Imagine both good and bad scenarios and be prepared for the worst. 
  • If something doesn't feel right then discuss the situation with someone either friends or an online forum. Others opinions will bring new perspectives you never thought of. 
  • Be updated about what's happening in the world 
  • Don't jump to a conclusion. First observe. Analyze. Your conclusion should align with your observations
  • Observe observe observe. Keep observing everyone and everything around you. 
  • Rely on your gut instinct 
  • Be decisive and be cautious. Don't be vague
  • Act urgently when needed 
  • Don't assume the best of everyone or everything 
  • Don't take everything lightly or don't ignore. If you see signs then watch out for more. Every sign is an indicator. Study study study. Take every situation/behavior seriously. Don't ignore it. Don't wait till the end plays out 
  • Develop awareness. Keep yourself aware of what's going on around you and within you 
  • Gather information and keep gathering and learning things. Learning new skills help to increase intellectual productivity. It sharpens your brain and thinking. It makes you witty and quick. It makes you prepared. 
  • Learn to prioritize on what is beneficial to you and what is not. Sort your priorities. 
  • Talk to a ton of people. The more you talk the more you learn and your intellectual growth gets a big boost. Guaranteed you won't stay dumb if you talk to people, just the act of communication fires the brain to think dynamically, it shapes your brain muscle to gain new perspectives and you get better at wisdom and proficiency. You'll become an expert in no time. 
  • And do not give up. If you think you are dumb, there is hope, there is sunshine. One day you won't make dumb decisions anymore. One day you'll be Wiser and smarter than your natural capability, people will be amazed and surprised at your change and progress. Being dumb is a disease. It lags us. It prevents us from our best life. Work on your intellectual health and growth and this disease will slowly get defeated. You won't stay dumb anymore if you keep progressing on intellectual growth. Even the dumbest persons will slowly get smarter than the smartest by putting more effort to be as reasonable and intelligent as possible. But this doesn't happen just like that, you have to put effort to always think and do things intelligently 

 

 

 


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Feeling the essence, walking through a field, feeling the grass. 

Knowing everything is still. 

 

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Hey preetyindia 

I wanted to private message you related to something but it seams like my messages are not reaching you at all.…... What is wrong here?

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3 minutes ago, Vivaldo said:

Hey preetyindia 

I wanted to private message you related to something but it seams like my messages are not reaching you at all.…... What is wrong here?

 

I can accept private messages as long as nothing personal is asked or discussed. 

I will open the messages for you now. (Once again try not to be personal) 

 

 


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@Vivaldo I think you can message me now. 

 


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