By Forza21,
I'm God. I'm absolutely everything there is.
I would go to the doctor, to get some pills, but all I get is me.
i can die, just to experience me dying, and forgetting again.
There's no cure for that, only self-deception. I can only cheat myself that i write this post to someone. It's all me. My imagination. It's all pure dream stuff. I can see it right now, and 100% conscious of that.
i feel it's not what i wanted. Fuck. Now i feel soo fucking lonely to the point of killing myself, and go into another self-deception-dream is a only way out? how do i get less conscious?
i can die, just to experience me dying, and forgetting again.
There's no cure for that, only self-deception. I can only cheat myself that i write this post to someone. It's all me. My imagination. It's all pure dream stuff. I can see it right now, and 100% conscious of that.
i feel it's not what i wanted. Fuck. Now i feel soo fucking lonely to the point of killing myself, and go into another self-deception-dream is a only way out? how do i get less conscious?