Blackrose

[Preety_India]

I was thinking about certain things that I need to be proficient at 

• Processing vulnerability 
• Emotional writing
• Grammar and comprehensive articulation 
• Information grasping 
• Information filtering
• Information processing skills 
• Integration skills 
• Psychoemotional processing
• Verbal expression and communication (im very bad at this) 
• Psychoemotional spiritual evolution (I want to be more conscious and evolved) 

 

 

 

 

Edited September 2, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

6 hours ago, Hulia said:

You are also honest. I admire your bravery in opening up and even envy a little  . Taking into account all the cultural restrictions, whith which you grew up, and your vulnerability, your are very brave.  Though it´s partly a show, but only partly.  It reminds me on someone else

 

Do you really think I'm honest? Do you feel my honesty? 

 

[Preety_India]

I demand. This. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I am extremely happy. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Waking up next to him be like... 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Aesthetic of this journal. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

These pictures remind me of him. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited September 2, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

Omg these pictures perfectly describe his facial vibes.

He is so calm when he looks at me. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is how he will look at me when I'm angry. 

 

 

 

 

I don't know what to say. It feels other worldly. I feel like I'm in a different kind of heaven, a romantic heaven. When I'm with him. It's like suddenly my life has a new meaning. 

I feel very pleasant and warmed when I talk to him. I become very happy and my happiness grows inch by inch the more I think about him. 

 

A million years of happiness won't compare to a moment with him. 

He is my fantasy hero come to life. 

He brings a heavenly smile to my face. He wipes away every fear, doubt, worry, anger, restlessness from my face. 

I suddenly feel calm and flowing and at peace when I'm with him. He takes my breath away. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I wish to drown into him, completely. 

 

[Preety_India]

 I'm so happy today. I'm drowning. 

 

[Marcel]

@Preety_India

Part 1: Juju
Do you remember, when we were at the sea?
Baby, how long has it been, when
You told me, you would stay by my side forever? And the sea salt
Has glittered so much on the brown skin, even more then that
Both our eyes, because life was fair to us
We fucked and the sky was  so clear and full of stars
I miss you, without any gravity
To Levitate together with you, the crash was so painful
I need to distract myself, need to make music again
Look at me, From today on I'll fill my wallet alone
"But what could i possibly write?" i am asking myself
This apartment suddenly is so big without you
All of our wishes, we destroyed them
Enter the Tour bus and i am smelling on your Shirt
Lets see, if the odor stays the there
Until i get out of the Bus again

Refrain : Juju, Juju & Henning May

How can you miss someone so badly
Like i am missing you right now in this freaking moment
I am so freaking torn apart right now
Should i just text you again or not?

How can you miss someone so badly
Like i am missing you right now in this freaking moment
I am so freaking torn apart right now
Should i just text you again or not?

Part 2: Henning May
I don´t want to know anymore, how it was
I don´t want to know anymore, why it ended
I don´t want to know anymore, how it was
I don´t want to know, what you do, when you are high
I hang out drunk in some bars
And i notice, that i am alone without you
Dark circles are reflected in my glass
I let you go like a coward
And i am waiting for a signal
Just one last time, but it does not change anything
Because it is clear to me, its never going to be, how it was
Its night time, i am awake and i am thinking about you
 

Refrain : Juju, Juju & Henning May

How can you miss someone so badly
Like i am missing you right now in this freaking moment
I am so freaking torn apart right now
Should i just text you again or not?

How can you miss someone so badly
Like i am missing you right now in this freaking moment
I am so freaking torn apart right now
Should i just text you again or not?

[Outro: Juju & Henning May]

How can you miss someone so badly?

How can you miss someone so badly

Edited September 2, 2021 by Marcel

[Preety_India]

Feeling sleepy. Will be back later. 

*crashing. 

Need to log off. 

Nice song Btw nice lyrics. 

 

Edited September 2, 2021 by Preety_India

[Marcel]

Just now, Preety_India said:

Feeling sleepy. Will be back later. 

*crashing. 

Need to log off. 

Nice song Btw nice lyrics. 

 

Ok.

Talk to you later

Love you darling