diamondpenguin

Spirituality making me suicidal

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Whats up, spirituality is making suicidal and all these airy.fairy videos just aren't useful for life, so I'm going stop.going on here and listening to Leo's teachings till September 1st. I am just to go being focusing on my career trying to be productive. I also got some key pointers for Leo and anyone else whose trying to be a teacher. Teach more skills to people, dont just talk for hours on end about some overly theoretical religious study. People need skills, not overly theoretical jargon. For all you school teachers teach the kids fucking skills goddamn it, no overly theoretical nonsense. So yeah. I'm tired of all you know it Alls trying to act like your better than me. YOUR GOING TO LEARN SOME FUCKING RESPECT!

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Love life and your Health, INFJ Visionary

 

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this should be moved to serious emotional problems.....

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I've felt where you're at before @diamondpenguin, but you don't gotta lash out at others. They are only trying to help. Remember this entire enterprise is based around what level Leo is at and what he wants to teach. Don't feel obligated to "keep up". If you aren't there right now, you aren't there, it's that simple. I don't even watch his video anymore personally.

Absolutely go focus on what's more immediate for your own life. Spirituality is important but you have to have your base first, otherwise you won't be able to appreciate, utilize, or embody it fully.

It will always be there for when you're ready to come back :)


"Your mind can never change, unless you ask it to. Lovingly rearrange, the thoughts that make you blue."

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@Roy @dflores321 Thanks guys, you all are true saints of the work. Its probably wise to stop watching Leo's stuff altogether. I'll probably end up picking it back up in a few years, but I gotta focus on my life purpose instead. "Wielding my creative vision to bring love to people's hearts." So yeah I'm doing like 3d modeling. 


Love life and your Health, INFJ Visionary

 

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@diamondpenguin at least some people wake up. it’s weird how this higher technology stuff is what probably initially brought you here and at the same time what will also help you out. you are closer to the understanding of what dreams are made of but at the same time at a source where you create dreams that seem untouchable.

there are touchable metalevels to that - it’s not that you learned that here but you are seeing its shadow.

me, too.

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I feel the same. I just singed in today and my existential questions that was written in bad English and were confusing and long, had zero answers. This forum is not for me it's for distant people. I want people that are more direct.

Plus I have nothing more to learn from leo. He is saying the same things again and again in 3 hours videos. I will just watch his videos every 6 months, maybe he will have a good video or 2 to learn something. 

It got ecxausting to listen to his videos and the forum is very partial too, full of lies. He doesn't support search for consipracy theories, he support everything that has to do with elites/goverment, he spreads mainstream normies narratives, the people that support him here are replicas programed to have the same beliefs and attitudes, he support everything mainstream that society wants to believe now (cause every generation have to believe some lies that are completely opposite some years/decades from previous generations). If this acc don't get banned I will probably come here for a question once per months like the frequency I am gonna watch his videos. 

For an ''awakened' being he is too biased. I learned a lot from him but I think he no longer fuffils my need for learning about existence and definitely his biases are way too selfish and used for spreading propaganda way too much for me. They will delete this message and use their tactics to feel better but that's just the truth. I just wrote the truth.  

Too much bs to hold myself from expressing the truth. I know I am going to be attacked but I don't care the least. 

I no longer feel good here or that actualized have to offer me anything anymore. Maybe if leo didn't have the attitude that he gives gold but gives some bronze coins it wouldn't be that dissapointing. 

One thing to take from everyone that see this reply before mods or him or anyone delete it, if you have some brain left to use, is the same message I came to conclusion in order not to be brainwashed any more (After 3 years). It's this. Don't let leo anymore persuade you any more just because he claims he knows more and he has the attitude of the I am way above you, that he knows more. It's like he tries to manipulate you just because he talks down to you. Next time he tries to talk down to you, and gets you triggered because you can't answer him for his defiance of your way of thinking. Let the anger pass, let the manipulation pass, and never see him again at least see him rarely if you feel he has some value. He has fooled many people and his most loyal followers as replicas use the same tactics. I am done with him and his whole team. They are biased and you can't tell them any different, and if they are like and you come back then it's your fault. All I am saying is don't take him too seriously, cause he is not the best guy to trust and hear many other people, have many sources. After 3 years I finaly learned what I wanted and now I can think more clearly. 

how americans say it ''fool me once and shame on you, fool me twice and shame on me''. So yeah do what you want, I am going to take similar approach. 

Too much arrogance and lies and self supporting agendas in other people's expense. That won't keep happening with me, I will let others that deny all this to keep listening to him. If they had better people to watch they wouldn't be that hooked.

I found many other people and that's why I don't care anymore and I am free while some time ago I used to think he knows many things just cause he took this attitude. These narcissistic things won't go with me anymore

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@mememe  

so if I cry that my job sucks and that I want to stop working, does this mean that I won't do it? 

I am already out of here these are the last breaths just to pass my time.

The reason I wrote all this is because they had to be expressed , it's sad that people don't hear these things cause some other people delete it. I feel free, cause I used to take this site yt and this site too seriously. Now I am free. 

Won't be hooked anymore. Does it matter if it happens in 2 seconds or in 3 hours? I am done bro. I feel alsmot to cry that I am going to next things in life. I learned a lot, but learned a lot of dysfuctional stuff with the good stuff. Like viruses , where you get the good stuff but sneakily the bad stuff also like a trap 

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@mememeI cry out of happiness not of sadness :P out of happiness of freedom, freedom of mind. Learned a lot of him (good stuff), got brainwashed a lot cause of him (that's the bad stuff) lol

yeah but this is too much intolerance to ignore. Too much bad stuff. Many of the things I read are really triggering and leo is the one that add them. 

I am on his forum so I have no say, I can only leave

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@eaaaeaeae the bad stuff also comes along with life - sometimes we get more trapped through avoidance and this does not have to do anything with ourselves. well it has, trapped is trapped or hooked is hooked. so the question is more about what is making it a trapp to also then get out of it again - this is a phenomenon, so its not a virtual abstract model but sth of more substance. 

my english is getting better here by the way. so i can’t see black and white leaning towards too much blues.

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@diamondpenguin there is a lot of darkness on this forum and in Leo's teachings that sometimes we forget the more positive side to spirituality. Not to get too airy fairy. 


"You Create Magic" 

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@eaaaeaeae u should take what is useful,discard what is useless and adapt.if leo does not resonate with u thats fine.search other teachers.

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@diamondpenguin Guess what. Spirituality and 3D modeling go together and they complement each other. Speaking from direct experience :D

Anyway, Leo has already stressed many times that ideally you should have the basic survival needs handled before you engage in 'advanced' spiritual territories (psychedelics, God, Love, etc).

No matter where you're at, you can always find balance. You don't need to listen to lots of theory about God and Love when you're struggling in your career. Maybe establish a daily meditation practise and improve your 3D skills at the same time. Meditation which is creativity, calmness, silence actually improve your ability to create awesome 3D stuff.

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@mememeI won't accept 99% of bs just to learn the 1% that is gold. Nor I am going to waste my time hearing the 99% which many of the times are triggering anger. He gives rare knowledge about existential stuff and you are forced to hear the other 99% of his views which imo do more bad to the world than good. I will let you guys stay with that guy and I will go to many new people. I won't write next days, I promise you. I learned so much leo have nothing more to give me,  maybe he has to offer some little more things which I doubt I can't find anywhere else.

All I am saying is he is very manipulative and before I get baned or leave anyway, I really feel delight to express it, it feels like justice. That's all

I am just declaring with so much happiness that I am free and the manipulation of him and his followers won't affect me anymore BYE

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4 hours ago, nistake said:

Anyway, Leo has already stressed many times that ideally you should have the basic survival needs handled before you engage in 'advanced' spiritual territories (psychedelics, God, Love, etc).

almost no one really has that 😂 you’ll meet people over 90 who still would struggle if they would be spiritually that much confronted in a short period of time even though you could say the probably must have handled their basic survival need, if not they wouldn’t have gotten that old. 

you just don’t know what’s lurking in your shadow or in the shadow of someone else, its like a force of nature (well it is one as long as we are part of nature) even though some of it is human made and therefore artificial and not aligned with what nature would do if we lived a more natural life.

being aware that life is highly artificial its almost impossible anyone really mastered their basic survival in the sense of what that means in a stage beige real life setting.

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